Chad gets the full package while you are left with a shitty sample of the real thing. Nothing is enjoyable if you're aware of your subhumanity. Something as simple as eating out at a food joint becomes an episode of the twilight zone as soon as it dawns on you that not a single woman in the building finds you attractive. When you hit this stage the desire to end it become strong. You realize there's nothing to live for and it isn't going to get better.
