Cope man this people don't want you dead in the sense you think. They don't actively give a fuck about you, it's just when you come in contact with them they want you gone. They don't want you dead because that will shift the hierarchy downwards. We are a huge benefit to them, we establish them as 'superior' than us, they have us to point at and say we feel they are better than us. When we are gone, it is they, who will take our place and this is what they are terrified of and why they are subconsciously (or sometimes actively) believing and spewing all of this bluepills onto incels.