VirginAutistManlet
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You know it's over when your real life story and situation makes them go straight towards applying for autismbux.
Take it, why not
lucky bastard
In what ways are you retarded? What symptoms do they identify?
Nobody would hire you in your 30s even if you could just use public transport, it's over, get on the bux.The main problem is I have sensory overload from sounds/smells, so driving is impossible, and the paranoia means I can't use public transport.
Nobody would hire you in your 30s even if you could just use public transport, it's over, get on the bux.
It is shitty, always as a kid, I had to look in a specific direction while in the passenger seat (still do to this day), I didn't know that would translate to me as a driver. I could probably drive if I lived in a country town, with no people around and minimal distractions, but in a suburb/city its impossible.
The only way I can explain it is , its as if my senses are heightened to an extreme level, everything is in 4k HD, and because everything is so clear and my brain is picking everything up, it can auto-focus to something completely irrelevant to what Im supposed to be focused on, and that thing will be increased to 8K res, while everything else goes down to 240p, then when focus come back im back at 4k HD again, but I cant control the loss of concentration back to 8K, which can focus on something completely irrelevant to what im supposed to be doing (in this case driving)
Smell is also a huge thing, I smell things others don't, and I lose all concentration and ability to focus. Its fucking annoying to live this way, I have no responsibility but my brain still feels like it has to juggle 1000s things at once, I cant even imagine how the fuck id live a normie life while having to juggle 1000 things at once in my head. The way I see normies is that they at most juggle with 0 or a few things at once, everything else they do is automatic, so doing other things in life comes easy and smooth for them.
i wish i could also get neetbucks since i'm a neet for 11 years but our country hate incels and even if i'd receive neetbucks it will never let me live comfortably (since they pay so little) so in future i will be forced to rope thanks to societyIts a long process, I'm 2 years in so far. They don't just hand it out like candy anymore. I'm upto my 4th Clinical Psychologist now. The current one is writing another huge report for me. You need tons and tons of evidence. My problem is that I never left the house for 13 years, and only started seeing Doctors and Psychs 3 years ago, so I have a lot of "evidence" building to do.
I would not say its lucky, I was hoping I would go to them and then they would be able to make me a normie functioning person who could then go on to get a well paying job. Autismbux just means you're forced into having a poverty tier income for the rest of your life, and that its all you can really get, because you're a shitter. It basically dooms you to a life of incel because no women will get with a poverty tier autismbux income.
Since you have not been on benefits until now, I guess that you must have lived off your parents during your entire adult life.
How come they have not tried to get you help until now? Have they ever tried to get counseling or a diagnosis for you? Have they tried to get some resources for the family?
i wish i could also get neetbucks since i'm a neet for 11 years but our country hate incels and even if i'd receive neetbucks it will never let me live comfortably (since they pay so little) so in future i will be forced to rope thanks to society
How much is your future autismbux?
With $22,00 would you have enough to survive? Housing, food, etc?
Autism, OCD, Anxiety, Depression, Paranoia.
I believe I always had autism and OCD, but I believe the anxiety/depression and paranoia came from years and years of isolation, which still continues on to this day. My parents never bothered taking me to professionals as a kid, they just use excuses like "we were too busy", "we just thought you were just a bit odd, or different, or we thought it was just a phase" etc etc
The main problem is I have sensory overload from sounds/smells, so driving is impossible, and the paranoia means I can't use public transport. I basically rely on my parents or uber to get me to places. I was sent for a BRAIN MRI scan and that found nothing, which was odd to me, I've never been normie at any stage in my life, so I was surprised that my brain was developed normally, despite having always been "off" and being a shut-in from age 16 and onwards upto my 30s.
You sound just like me man. I work part time in a warehouse (20hrs) then get some assistance from PIP payments / diability. But I was NEET from 24 to 35 due to depression. I hardly left my apartment in those 11 years. Was undiagnosed asperger, Avoidant personality disorder until age 32.
It is getting super hard to become NEET I agree. I remember when it was super generous in about 2004-2010.
Yeah, before they would put you on autismbux for just having a note from your local doctor saying you cant work. Now you need MINIMUM 2+ years of evidence from various mental health professionals.
I know. As soon as worked 20hrs part time they tried to push me to go full time saying I was "fit to work". It was a hassle getting some assistance from PIP. I cannot drive either. Sensory overload. I can do fine on country roads with hardly any traffic but in a city with too many cars, traffic lights, roundabouts, changing lanes. I just melt down and fuck up. But not having a car is such a turn off for foids.
Life Fuel tbh wish I could do that