Venting Even though it’s not my fault I blame myself

[Ellsworth]

Call me a coper or whatever but even though I know my in Dodoma is due to my looks, I still blame myself and have no interest in stopping. Currently I am giving it one final serious attempt at roid maxxing and sub 10% bf maxxing. If I can’t get laid under 10% and on test then it is truly over for me. I have no other ideas behind that.

Furthermore I like to see suifuel on here and irl of happy couples and such things that I will never have. In a perverse way it helps fuel my fire. I even watch 3D porn and remind myself that is something I have never had.

I admit I am a little scared that if I get the body of my dreams it will not get me any female attention because I have no options other than that. My standards aren’t super high, but I would rather be incel than be with a fat ugly woman or one with young kids. She doesn’t have to be perfect. I don’t demand a virgin and I’m open to many ethnicities and looks. She can even be a little chubby or thick as long as she’s not a fat pig.

just had to vent this tonight.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Good luck

 

[Copemaxx]

it is all of our faults though, like it or not theres still a tiny amount of men uglier/with worse situations than what we have and have bounced back and been successful in what they've wanted. its part of why i think its pointless to be posting on these sites if you're young and not continuously trying to improve

 

[Ellsworth]

it is all of our faults though, like it or not theres still a tiny amount of men uglier/with worse situations than what we have and have bounced back and been successful in what they've wanted. its part of why i think its pointless to be posting on these sites if you're young and not continuously trying to improve

I’m old. There is now way I would be posting here at 18 not matter how ugly I was.

 

[Copemaxx]

I’m old. There is now way I would be posting here at 18 not matter how ugly I was.

wasnt directing this post specifically at u

 

[Lame Dude]

We carry some responsibility. For most of us, it is probably like death by a thousand cuts. If there is one thing that causes you to fail at your goals it is much easier to find and fix it. What if its a thousand tiny factors, how do you even distinguish between a factor and a non factor to begin with? I gave up trying to find them, that part was my responsibility.

Anyway, good luck brah.

 

[Yerberito]

Its not our fault at all