nxdismycope
Its not over - its just never began
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- Aug 13, 2018
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so today after staying in my apartment for so much cuz of this corona shit, i felt like im losing my sanity.
somehow the day turned to me finally leaving my apartment, to meet with 3 uni-friends.
we studied a couple of hours and laughed alot. smoked some weed. shared stories (alot of their stories were about sex ofcourse.)
we even went to eat together. cant remember the last time i went with not subhumans outside. was a pretty good day.
felt like im getting my sanity back.
then i got home. FUCK. feels so lonely again. ALONE. no GIRL waiting for me to hug me and kiss me. NO.
all the friends went to their homes to a GIRL. 2 has a gf (8/10 and 6/10) and one said he's going to his fuck buddy (he didnt show a pic).
LIKE WTF??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
WHY IM IN PAIN. why even my good days end so bad because no matter what i do in the end i arrive to an empty apartment. with NO GIRL. i just get back to my laptop and stalk my oneitis social media. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.
in the end nothing matters if by the end of the day when you arrive home theres no girl waiting for you.
somehow the day turned to me finally leaving my apartment, to meet with 3 uni-friends.
we studied a couple of hours and laughed alot. smoked some weed. shared stories (alot of their stories were about sex ofcourse.)
we even went to eat together. cant remember the last time i went with not subhumans outside. was a pretty good day.
felt like im getting my sanity back.
then i got home. FUCK. feels so lonely again. ALONE. no GIRL waiting for me to hug me and kiss me. NO.
all the friends went to their homes to a GIRL. 2 has a gf (8/10 and 6/10) and one said he's going to his fuck buddy (he didnt show a pic).
LIKE WTF??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
WHY IM IN PAIN. why even my good days end so bad because no matter what i do in the end i arrive to an empty apartment. with NO GIRL. i just get back to my laptop and stalk my oneitis social media. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.
in the end nothing matters if by the end of the day when you arrive home theres no girl waiting for you.