Jockcel
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So, as you all know, I am a KHHV at 19. I also am on nofap. So, the last night I had a dream like this: Me, my mom, my old classmate qt and her mom were in a car, going somewhere. Now, I didn't really like this girl irl, but when you are on nofap, everything gains sexual character in your dreams. So, in the dream, I was CRAZY about this girl and was raping her with my eyes and she NOTICED. At first it was like she received it positively and started teasing me, then she held my hand. (This has never happened to me irl, jfl). I WAS FLYING FROM HAPPINESS. And then they got out of the car and started laughing at me. I realized I fucked up by not hiding my feelings. JFL even in dreams I get rejected and mocked. It's really over.