Because I have premature ejaculation and a small penis. Both of these things are genetics. I can't control them. When I was a teenager and had some hope of ascension I would go almost a year without masturbation in hopes that it'd fix my premature ejaculation. Nope. If I actually had sex I'd last three seconds at most. There is no proven guaranteed cure for it. It's all random chance. Then there's my penis. It's so pathetically sized that any girl would be bound to mock it. This is why I'm nervous about ever going overseas and geomaxxing. It would be so humilating. That's assuming those girls would even find me attractive. Flipino girls have called me a mut and inbred before when I showed them my face.
