Let's say a becky or stacy that was a NAWALT actually existed and loved you despite how ugly you are (which is impossible), you would still be a subhuman, your existence would still be an unbearable facial hell and the beckoning of the rope would not subside. Most of the non larping incels here would disagree, but the legit truecel subhumans might understand.
Having a loving partner would destroy your soul even more. It's already bad enough to see yourself in the mirror and see everything that makes you less than human and unworthy of life, having a girlfriend would make it worse because it means that another human will also see that untermensch face every day. The same goes for if you could somehow make friends irl despite how much of a facial boneless, asymmetrical, rotting freak you are. Every human you interact with in real life, whether it's a stranger you walk past, a co-worker, a friend, or even a girlfriend is another human who knows that you physically exist. The knowledge that you are a person that exists in now in their mind, and when they think of you they will think of your face. That's why it's better to never leave your house until it's time to off yourself, because the less people know you exist, the less painful your existence is.
Having a girlfriend would be one of the most brutal reminder of your worthless existence. It doesn't matter if she somehow has a goblin fetish and finds you attractive, you are still trapped behind a face that would look better if it was splattered by a shotgun. You know the first time you saw a mangled dead body on BestGore? That's how she would feel every time she saw your face, even if she somehow "loved" you, there is no way her instinctive disgust could be overcome. Imagine how suicide inducing it would be to have to make physical intimate contact with another human WHO CAN SEE YOUR FACE. How could you even live with the thought of your inbred, genetic trash face... connected to your pathetic manlet body... having sex? How would you not cry and want to kill yourself immediately if a foid was trying to have sex with you? How would you even be able to get hard and have sex while the depressing and dark thoughts of your mind are telling you that you are so ugly that any sexual act you engage in is cringe or you're imagining the whole thing? How would she bring herself to allow her skin to touch yours? How would her pussy not dry up immediately? How would she not feel as if she is being violated by a facially disabled freak? How would she not regret it and #MeToo you right after? How would she not kill herself in shame and disgust?
Imagine living with someone who sees your subhuman face every day? You cannot hide from them. She would think you're pathetic as you cry in the bathroom when you see yourself in the mirror. You'd want as much time away from her as possible. It's always better to be ugly and alone than to be ugly in the presence of other living things. There is no hug for your face, there is no kiss for your face, there is no hand holding for your face, there is not cuddling for your face, there is no blowjob for your face, there is no sex for your face. Suffering a worthless life of facial disgrace is bad enough as it is, there is no reason to allow another human to witness your facial suffering in person every day.
Obviously, it's impossible for a foid to accept an ugly faced man anyway, but even if it was possible... it would not fix your face.
Surgery or suicide.
Having a loving partner would destroy your soul even more. It's already bad enough to see yourself in the mirror and see everything that makes you less than human and unworthy of life, having a girlfriend would make it worse because it means that another human will also see that untermensch face every day. The same goes for if you could somehow make friends irl despite how much of a facial boneless, asymmetrical, rotting freak you are. Every human you interact with in real life, whether it's a stranger you walk past, a co-worker, a friend, or even a girlfriend is another human who knows that you physically exist. The knowledge that you are a person that exists in now in their mind, and when they think of you they will think of your face. That's why it's better to never leave your house until it's time to off yourself, because the less people know you exist, the less painful your existence is.
Having a girlfriend would be one of the most brutal reminder of your worthless existence. It doesn't matter if she somehow has a goblin fetish and finds you attractive, you are still trapped behind a face that would look better if it was splattered by a shotgun. You know the first time you saw a mangled dead body on BestGore? That's how she would feel every time she saw your face, even if she somehow "loved" you, there is no way her instinctive disgust could be overcome. Imagine how suicide inducing it would be to have to make physical intimate contact with another human WHO CAN SEE YOUR FACE. How could you even live with the thought of your inbred, genetic trash face... connected to your pathetic manlet body... having sex? How would you not cry and want to kill yourself immediately if a foid was trying to have sex with you? How would you even be able to get hard and have sex while the depressing and dark thoughts of your mind are telling you that you are so ugly that any sexual act you engage in is cringe or you're imagining the whole thing? How would she bring herself to allow her skin to touch yours? How would her pussy not dry up immediately? How would she not feel as if she is being violated by a facially disabled freak? How would she not regret it and #MeToo you right after? How would she not kill herself in shame and disgust?
Imagine living with someone who sees your subhuman face every day? You cannot hide from them. She would think you're pathetic as you cry in the bathroom when you see yourself in the mirror. You'd want as much time away from her as possible. It's always better to be ugly and alone than to be ugly in the presence of other living things. There is no hug for your face, there is no kiss for your face, there is no hand holding for your face, there is not cuddling for your face, there is no blowjob for your face, there is no sex for your face. Suffering a worthless life of facial disgrace is bad enough as it is, there is no reason to allow another human to witness your facial suffering in person every day.
Obviously, it's impossible for a foid to accept an ugly faced man anyway, but even if it was possible... it would not fix your face.
Surgery or suicide.
