It's Over even drugs can't save me

[Deleted member 60]

@Indari and others always say drugs make them feel normal but it doesn't have that effect on me. I still feel like I dont belong and Im afraid other ppl can sense it somehow. Its like I'm an alien or something

 

[TheCrusader0201]

I do not use drugs, I do not intend to do it, I take drugs with the most powerful thing in this world, reality, harsh reality.

 

[SirIncel]

Have you tried MDMA?

 

[Evildoer]

Drugs is cope, you have to handle the reality.

 

[Deleted member 60]

Have you tried MDMA?

yes bro, for the first time this weekend

 

[SirIncel]

yes bro, for the first time this weekend

Wow. I don't know what to say. If MDMA doesn't work for you, I don't know what could. :trepidation:

 

[acnescarcel]

keep experimenting

 

[TheCrusader0201]

keep experimenting

Better to experiment with the most powerful drug in the world, the stacie's vagina
It costs a fortune, but if you pay it, you will fly

 

[Potbellypos]

Wow. I don't know what to say. If MDMA doesn't work for you, I don't know what could. :trepidation:

The only time I was ever truly happy was senior year of high school when I was abusing MDMA. I took 200 pills in less than a year. Unfortunately, I grew 100% completely tolerant and It stopped working for me entirely. When I do any drugs now, I just feel physical pain, like I'm being burned, shocked, or cut. People kept telling me "You just need to take a break and let your body reset". Well, I quit drugs for 8 years and finally tried some again and had the same reaction. I took ecstasy two years ago, didn't get high, but ever since that trip I see flashes if I look up at the sky, like sparks going off everywhere. I tried taking mushrooms and laid in bed for hours feeling like my bones were breaking. Weed fucks me up big time, I've had scenarios where I couldn't breathe and it felt like rocks were grinding around in my chest. Cocaine made me feel like somebody was hitting me in the teeth with a hammer. Even alcohol makes me feel like shit most of the time. I can't even drug cope because I burnt out my serotonin receptors or something. I'm immune to all positive effects of any drugs. I feel nothing but excruciating torture when I try to get high.

 

[TheCrusader0201]

The only time I was ever truly happy was senior year of high school when I was abusing MDMA. I took 200 pills in less than a year. Unfortunately, I grew 100% completely tolerant and It stopped working for me entirely. When I do any drugs now, I just feel physical pain, like I'm being burned, shocked, or cut. People kept telling me "You just need to take a break and let your body reset". Well, I quit drugs for 8 years and finally tried some again and had the same reaction. I took ecstasy two years ago, didn't get high, but ever since that trip I see flashes if I look up at the sky, like sparks going off everywhere. I tried taking mushrooms and laid in bed for hours feeling like my bones were breaking. Weed fucks me up big time, I've had scenarios where I couldn't breathe and it felt like rocks were grinding around in my chest. Cocaine made me feel like somebody was hitting me in the teeth with a hammer. Even alcohol makes me feel like shit most of the time. I can't even drug cope because I burnt out my serotonin receptors or something. I'm immune to all positive effects of any drugs. I feel nothing but excruciating torture when I try to get high.

That happens to you for having fun big brother

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

You can't always lose yourself, eventually you'll end up back into reality.

 

[WarriorSkull]

Drugs are only worth it when the negatives of the drug are actual positives relative your situation. I smoked weed a ton as a teen. Quit it to try and get my shit together. Haven't smoked except for once or twice randomly for the past 15 years. The detachment from my life wasn't a positive thing then because I was still working shit out in my head and heart. Now that I've achieved a sense of acceptance about my life, the detachment of cannabis can be a positive to assist with coping.