Eternal sadness

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

I've been thinking and meditating for a while. Staring into nothingness while listening to music. Deep inside my mind. And I can't help but feel a deep sadness knowing that I'll never have a girlfriend, I'll never get married, I'll never have children, I'll never know what it's like to have a family. Things that many take for granted will happen are simply impossible for me. Unlike many here, my understanding of the blackpill did not come hand in hand with a burning hatred for everything else, but with a deep sadness that fills my entire existence and drags me into the cold abyss. An eternal sadness.

 

[HONKLER BANDICOON]

I can tell you are 17

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

I can tell you are 17

I am 26 years old. Don't minimize the pain of other incels. The world is already too cruel

 

[Evil Pigeonn]

Im eternally horny

 

[HONKLER BANDICOON]

I am 26 years old. Don't minimize the pain of other incels. The world is already too cruel

And I can't help but feel a deep sadness knowing that I'll never have a girlfriend, I'll never get married, I'll never have children, I'll never know what it's like to have a family

And only now you are finding out?

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

Anyway, I knew no one was going to take what I was going to say seriously, and yet I took the risk of publishing it. It's over, there's no consolation anywhere.

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

And only now you are finding out?

I won't give you any more explanations. Goodbye.

 

[Cautious Raven]

It's the sadness that's the worst part. Not finding the motivation to get out of bed to do anything, yet all while being forced to. It's all so draining.

 

[HONKLER BANDICOON]

Estrogenic faggot

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

It's the sadness that's the worst part. Not finding the motivation to get out of bed to do anything, yet all while being forced to. It's all so draining.

Yeah, I literally have no motivation for anything. I just want to sleep and die.

 

[Animecel2D]

I feel nothing but hate

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

I feel nothing but hate

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I used to be like that too. In my previous account, in those old years full of hate and anger. But in these 2 years that have passed since then, I have changed a lot. The anger has left the weak flesh behind. I would like to feel like before but instead I can only feel sadness, melancholy and hopelessness.

 

[lifesucksandyoudie]

I'm more so bored than anything else

 

[B33troot]

I've been thinking and meditating for a while. Staring into nothingness while listening to music. Deep inside my mind. And I can't help but feel a deep sadness knowing that I'll never have a girlfriend, I'll never get married, I'll never have children, I'll never know what it's like to have a family. Things that many take for granted will happen are simply impossible for me. Unlike many here, my understanding of the blackpill did not come hand in hand with a burning hatred for everything else, but with a deep sadness that fills my entire existence and drags me into the cold abyss. An eternal sadness.

Good post. Especially the part about feeling sadness instead of hatred. I feel that way too.