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Neriglisar.Belgrade
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I've been thinking and meditating for a while. Staring into nothingness while listening to music. Deep inside my mind. And I can't help but feel a deep sadness knowing that I'll never have a girlfriend, I'll never get married, I'll never have children, I'll never know what it's like to have a family. Things that many take for granted will happen are simply impossible for me. Unlike many here, my understanding of the blackpill did not come hand in hand with a burning hatred for everything else, but with a deep sadness that fills my entire existence and drags me into the cold abyss. An eternal sadness.