Ended up doing it again, yet this time it was with someone younger than my previous endeavour, however, everything felt the same again, which completely justifies that sex is really overrated and I don't understand how anyone praises it for being divine or an amazing experience. Now before anyone says that I might not have had it without protection, let me tell you that I did have a blowie without protection and it was ok but it felt exactly like it did with a condom so nothing REALLY special. Actually tongued the escort as well, which was ok-ish but this didn't justify any need of an amazing highlight. The escort was a nice person and was knowledgeable in her business but I don't think a connection was there, but then again I might actually not have a connection with any girl that I could possibly encounter in the future, though I have had oneities's here and there, however them being stacies or not wasn't the reason I love them, instead it was something deeper. In spite of that, I don't think love or any deeper meaning with another person really isn't for me - yet I don't mind making platonic connections, since I figured out that I might actually be solipsistic. Anyways how's your day been fellas. Also my discord is Shi#0110 if anyone wants to add me.
