Whenever I'm just screwing around with my friends, laughing at jokes or some shit, or just being an outgoing person at all, there are foids within my vicinity who start to look at me like I'm some disgusting subhuman creature.
This happened all the time in high school especially.
I remember in freshman year, I was always trying to get athletic due to myself being overweight, and I liked to play the games in PE. I remember that two foids got pissed at me at that time, one because I accidentally knocked her over during either soccer or football. She didn't get over it for like three weeks and would always scowl at me and look at me like I'm the fucking antichrist even though I told her I'm sorry roughly 8-9 times. And this was a moment that awoke me to the blackpill in depth, because in a soccer game like a month later, one of the Chads knocked the same bitch over because she's just that clumsy and gets in everybody's fucking way and she literally just laughed it off. This made me want to off myself because I saw the clear double standard.
The other time is when we were playing softball and some other bitch told me that "it's not cool that you're hitting it too hard, you're going to hurt someone!" Fucking Chad comes up to bat and nearly whisks the bitch in the face and she says absolutely nothing. They were giggly around those fucking dudes all the time.
I like playing sports so I'm just naturally competitive. PEOPLE ARE GONNA GET FUCKING HURT. And I HATE how CHAD gets away with it scot FREE WHILE I'M THE BANE OF THE FUCKING CLASS FOR ACCIDENTALLY TRIPPING OVER SOME CLUMSY BITCH FOR THREE WEEKS. The only people who didn't even COMPETE in that class were the simps and the women. I was borderline fucking BEARMODE GYMCEL and I got less attention than those SCRAWNY CHADS.
I had a friend in that PE class too who I talked about MLG memes with, back when that stuff was actually funny. We pulled up a video from "snipars" on the last day of school and we started laughing our asses off. Bitch I talked about from the softball session comes up to me and tells me that "it's not funny" and told me to "be quiet" and that I was being "annoying." Didn't say that to the other two groups of kids that were on their phones laughing at retarded ass videos.
Later in high school, one foid even said to me "yeah, that's so funny," when me and my friend were just laughing at some shit he had on his screen. Didn't know how to reply to that so I just said "k."
In the mall too, when me and my friend would go for a stroll, the foids would all just glare at me and look in my direction angrily whenever we told jokes to each other and I laughed at them.
I just got reminded of this today when I was talking with my friend about some joke he told me back when I was waiting for my parents to pick me up back in senior year, at this time we were both laughing our asses off as we were adding on to the joke, and I noticed around me that a good amount of the foids around me were all glaring at me like I'm some subhuman ape. I have one of those quiet whisper-y laughs that older people have FYI, so I DEFINITELY wasn't being loud at all. These women just want me fucking dead in sadness and in isolation. They don't want me to be happy at all.
They don't really do much when I'm quiet like I always am. It's almost like they're saying "be a good boy, keep quiet, don't have fun, don't talk, and just rot." These whores are disgusting and need to be sent to camps where they have no right to judge me wrongly whenever I'm happy. These fucking retards from my school in general called me annoying each time I opened my mouth. It was full of passive-aggressive and shitty people overall. There were some diamonds in the rough, who became my friends, but that was it. People used to question me why I was so happy all the time, now they question me why I'm so quiet all the time. Now I don't talk to anyone in fear of being called "annoying" or told to "shut up," especially from the foids. I don't have these experiences anymore because I no longer really laugh at anything and I avoid laughing in public areas due to this. Fuck them.
This happened all the time in high school especially.
I remember in freshman year, I was always trying to get athletic due to myself being overweight, and I liked to play the games in PE. I remember that two foids got pissed at me at that time, one because I accidentally knocked her over during either soccer or football. She didn't get over it for like three weeks and would always scowl at me and look at me like I'm the fucking antichrist even though I told her I'm sorry roughly 8-9 times. And this was a moment that awoke me to the blackpill in depth, because in a soccer game like a month later, one of the Chads knocked the same bitch over because she's just that clumsy and gets in everybody's fucking way and she literally just laughed it off. This made me want to off myself because I saw the clear double standard.
The other time is when we were playing softball and some other bitch told me that "it's not cool that you're hitting it too hard, you're going to hurt someone!" Fucking Chad comes up to bat and nearly whisks the bitch in the face and she says absolutely nothing. They were giggly around those fucking dudes all the time.
I like playing sports so I'm just naturally competitive. PEOPLE ARE GONNA GET FUCKING HURT. And I HATE how CHAD gets away with it scot FREE WHILE I'M THE BANE OF THE FUCKING CLASS FOR ACCIDENTALLY TRIPPING OVER SOME CLUMSY BITCH FOR THREE WEEKS. The only people who didn't even COMPETE in that class were the simps and the women. I was borderline fucking BEARMODE GYMCEL and I got less attention than those SCRAWNY CHADS.
I had a friend in that PE class too who I talked about MLG memes with, back when that stuff was actually funny. We pulled up a video from "snipars" on the last day of school and we started laughing our asses off. Bitch I talked about from the softball session comes up to me and tells me that "it's not funny" and told me to "be quiet" and that I was being "annoying." Didn't say that to the other two groups of kids that were on their phones laughing at retarded ass videos.
Later in high school, one foid even said to me "yeah, that's so funny," when me and my friend were just laughing at some shit he had on his screen. Didn't know how to reply to that so I just said "k."
In the mall too, when me and my friend would go for a stroll, the foids would all just glare at me and look in my direction angrily whenever we told jokes to each other and I laughed at them.
I just got reminded of this today when I was talking with my friend about some joke he told me back when I was waiting for my parents to pick me up back in senior year, at this time we were both laughing our asses off as we were adding on to the joke, and I noticed around me that a good amount of the foids around me were all glaring at me like I'm some subhuman ape. I have one of those quiet whisper-y laughs that older people have FYI, so I DEFINITELY wasn't being loud at all. These women just want me fucking dead in sadness and in isolation. They don't want me to be happy at all.
They don't really do much when I'm quiet like I always am. It's almost like they're saying "be a good boy, keep quiet, don't have fun, don't talk, and just rot." These whores are disgusting and need to be sent to camps where they have no right to judge me wrongly whenever I'm happy. These fucking retards from my school in general called me annoying each time I opened my mouth. It was full of passive-aggressive and shitty people overall. There were some diamonds in the rough, who became my friends, but that was it. People used to question me why I was so happy all the time, now they question me why I'm so quiet all the time. Now I don't talk to anyone in fear of being called "annoying" or told to "shut up," especially from the foids. I don't have these experiences anymore because I no longer really laugh at anything and I avoid laughing in public areas due to this. Fuck them.
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