Napoleon de Jizzbal
mentally crippled by lonely teen years
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From my personal experiences
It is result of trauma, partially. After lonely teen years, not getting fresh teen pusi, desire remains to get is later. But thats not only desire I had. More mature females for me also were desirable, I wanted to be "raped" by sexy teacher, but it also not happened
But now, 30+,have no big interest in roasties. Would bang maybe, if given possibility, but only if roastie sexy, and she should take initiative (just why they would do it, I'm no chad, and no rich). But it would be just sex, do not want any relations with those creatures. And so even after banging some sexy roastie (what chad can do easy and often), still would remain alone, crying in lonelynes, in this empty meaningless world
Because loli of culture is what I want, for serious relations, and for long lasting, if possible, (she must not became ordinary femoid in that case, but remain youthfull, and in good way, rebelious and spriritual, but when roasties remaining youthfull, they only in bad way of it, irresponsible cunts of partying and riding cocks, maybe good for fucking, no more). Loli is for love, for friendship. Loli is something pure, and even magical, like being from higher realms. Sure it is more vision of perfect loli, than reality, as they are not pure enough, and to stupid, even at their best, but teen girls are closest what we have to geneticaly engineered loli catgirls girls now, creatures for enlightenment in Purrre Land
Loli is religion, is wish to rise above this degenerate earthy world, mature femoid is symbol of which, annoying uninspiring creature. No more worshipping of stone age venus, this is image of god:
It is result of trauma, partially. After lonely teen years, not getting fresh teen pusi, desire remains to get is later. But thats not only desire I had. More mature females for me also were desirable, I wanted to be "raped" by sexy teacher, but it also not happened
But now, 30+,have no big interest in roasties. Would bang maybe, if given possibility, but only if roastie sexy, and she should take initiative (just why they would do it, I'm no chad, and no rich). But it would be just sex, do not want any relations with those creatures. And so even after banging some sexy roastie (what chad can do easy and often), still would remain alone, crying in lonelynes, in this empty meaningless world
Because loli of culture is what I want, for serious relations, and for long lasting, if possible, (she must not became ordinary femoid in that case, but remain youthfull, and in good way, rebelious and spriritual, but when roasties remaining youthfull, they only in bad way of it, irresponsible cunts of partying and riding cocks, maybe good for fucking, no more). Loli is for love, for friendship. Loli is something pure, and even magical, like being from higher realms. Sure it is more vision of perfect loli, than reality, as they are not pure enough, and to stupid, even at their best, but teen girls are closest what we have to geneticaly engineered loli catgirls girls now, creatures for enlightenment in Purrre Land
Loli is religion, is wish to rise above this degenerate earthy world, mature femoid is symbol of which, annoying uninspiring creature. No more worshipping of stone age venus, this is image of god: