This thread isn't meant to cause any arguments and debates. Just appreciate the absolutely desolate autism for what it is:
-I didn't know how to dress, so I wore pants so tight you could see my penis bulge through them. I got made fun of for this, and this caused me unspeakable anxiety.
-I got made fun of for not knowing how to shave.
-I used to cry when I looked at my fingers, because my fingers had some hair which I thought was gross
-I scarcely got up to blown my nose during class because I was afraid I'd make a noise when I got up. I also thought I'd get mocked for walking weird weird. Blowing my nose caused me extreme anxiety. Imagine that.
-I GENUINELY BELIEVED that every time someone was laughing, they were laughing at me.
-I shaved my arms and legs out of shame, and then went to gym classes wearing long sleeves and sweatpants to hide it
-I had no inkling of how anything worked, so I asked a friend to ask a girl if she wanted to have sex with me
-I almost randomly messaged a girl out of the blue to see if she would "help me" with losing my virginity. Thank God I didn't.
-My stomach turned on bus rides to school out of fear.
Honesty, the level of anxiety I had made me suicidal and made me want to shoot up the school. Than God I didn't. I was senseless. But this was all true and brutal torture. Imagine being in a state of the utmost fear and panic almost CONSTANTLY. I wanted to die so badly.
-I didn't know how to dress, so I wore pants so tight you could see my penis bulge through them. I got made fun of for this, and this caused me unspeakable anxiety.
-I got made fun of for not knowing how to shave.
-I used to cry when I looked at my fingers, because my fingers had some hair which I thought was gross
-I scarcely got up to blown my nose during class because I was afraid I'd make a noise when I got up. I also thought I'd get mocked for walking weird weird. Blowing my nose caused me extreme anxiety. Imagine that.
-I GENUINELY BELIEVED that every time someone was laughing, they were laughing at me.
-I shaved my arms and legs out of shame, and then went to gym classes wearing long sleeves and sweatpants to hide it
-I had no inkling of how anything worked, so I asked a friend to ask a girl if she wanted to have sex with me
-I almost randomly messaged a girl out of the blue to see if she would "help me" with losing my virginity. Thank God I didn't.
-My stomach turned on bus rides to school out of fear.
Honesty, the level of anxiety I had made me suicidal and made me want to shoot up the school. Than God I didn't. I was senseless. But this was all true and brutal torture. Imagine being in a state of the utmost fear and panic almost CONSTANTLY. I wanted to die so badly.
