Pengwin
Inhabitant of the Antarctic circle
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I missed out on the critical ages of 14-20 when girls were cute, innocent, cheerful, naïve, and everything was about exploring each other and having a good time instead of strategizing for the long term or using each other as human sex toys. I've wasted the best years of my life and it's all downhill from now. Though what bothers me most is not that I didn't experience that when I was young but that everyone else did. Meaning whoever will be my first partner, if anyone, they'll have to endure all of my inexperience, teach me all that basic shit, like teaching a grown man how to use a fork and knife. Or rather, they probably won't endure it, the moment they realize I don't know anything about anything, they'll most likely bail because ain't nobody got time for an inexperienced ulgy ethnic deadbeat.
For anyone in the same predicament as me make sure to remember that ;
You'll never be 15 and in love lying on the grass on a warm summer night, watching the stars, carelessly chatting.
You'll never take a young, tight, hot-bodied girls virginity, pulling out to cum all over her belly and have her look in your eyes and say "I love you".
You'll never have a girl around every day after school, pretend to be doing homework together, but instead just banging like rabbits.
I fucking HATE myself. I will never experience reciprocated puppy love as it was meant to be, as it was the norm to have experienced since the entire human race came into existence. Even if by some miracle, I find a girlfriend, I'll never shake the unhappiness. Life is shit.
Meanwhile all of us rn ;
For anyone in the same predicament as me make sure to remember that ;
You'll never be 15 and in love lying on the grass on a warm summer night, watching the stars, carelessly chatting.
You'll never take a young, tight, hot-bodied girls virginity, pulling out to cum all over her belly and have her look in your eyes and say "I love you".
You'll never have a girl around every day after school, pretend to be doing homework together, but instead just banging like rabbits.
I fucking HATE myself. I will never experience reciprocated puppy love as it was meant to be, as it was the norm to have experienced since the entire human race came into existence. Even if by some miracle, I find a girlfriend, I'll never shake the unhappiness. Life is shit.
For any youngcels reading this, no matter how bad you think your life is right now, it can and will get a whole lot worse. In 10 years you will look back on 2020 with nostalgia and wish you could go back to a comparatively simpler time. Take that as one last black pill.
Meanwhile all of us rn ;