DRUGS: Considering...

[TheGoodGuy]

I don´t feel quite like myself these days due to a lot of anxiety and brainfog.

I am considering taking 100mg of tested MDMA in two hours and maybe try smoking heroin on the comedown since it failed to feel euphoria last time I tried it. The problem is just that I have an esophagus problem which some of you may know so by taking drugs through my head and not plugging or iv´ing I risk getting further throat problems and therefor problems with eating solid food afterwards, but maybe that could be positive and give me the courage to rope.

I have had 1 gram of MDMA stashed away for half a year now and it is tested pure MDMA. My brother gets home from his vacation in 2-3 days so it would be perfect for me to do it today since I still have Summer break.

With my shitty life I feel I deserve ti pleasuremaxx and it´s been over a year since I did an empathogen so it will most likely be several hours of pure orgasmic feelings of euphoria. Should I or should I not? Hm...

 

[IntrovertedCelebate]

Have you tired 5 HTP? It's a precursor to Serotonin. It takes about a week to build up in your system but it definitely has helped curb my depression and anxiety.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Have you tired 5 HTP? It's a precursor to Serotonin. It takes about a week to build up in your system but it definitely has helped curb my depression and anxiety.

I actually have a whole bottle of it in my drawer but because of my throat problem I can´t swallow pills.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

whatever helps u cope boyo, inceldom is hell

 

[Modus Coperandi]

did you do your iv experiment yet? how did it turn out?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

did you do your iv experiment yet? how did it turn out?

I tried it several days ago but the needle slipped out the vein and I accidentally skin popped so I just got light headed, extremely tired and nodded, no euphoria.
- Yesterday I did MDMA 160mg in the whole night and smoked an insane amount of heroin but didn´t feel anything, I don´t think heroin works on me.