aceof5ades
Greycel
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- Joined
- Jul 6, 2024
- Posts
- 10
I dont know how much more of this i can do. I dont have any hatred for anyone i just hate myself. I have people around me but i dont feel conected. I’ve always been a outcast kind of guy. In school girls would laugh at me bc i was fat and had a skin condition. All i want is everyone in the world to be happy. Nobody deserves the deck of cards i have. Nobody deserves to feel the way i do. I feel so alone. I just want a woman to touch me. To hold me. To comfort me while i cry. I just want a girlfriend. My body aches from being deprived of touch. I dont want sex I just want to be enough. I want to be enough for my family and I want to be enough for a woman. I want to satisfy her provide for her be the best man i can be. Ive failed as a man.I just want to be her favorite person. I want to go on walks and go on those cheesy ass movie dates.Some of you may call it lame but i could give less of a shit. I dont have any hate in my heart I only have sadness. I dont want to be here anymore. Ive gone to church a lot more recently asking god why and he hasnt spoke to me. Why is god ignoring me? Why is everyone ignoring me? I cant take this anymore. I just want to be looked at as a person not a freak. I bleed like everyone bleeds and i get treated like im a alien from mars or some dumbass shit. WHY GOD? ANSWER ME! (to any feds reading this i love my life i am of a sound mind and dont want to jump off a bridge)