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I do not encourage anyone to take this path tbh, but anyway here is the quick story.
Alrdy been nearly 2 months since the new year began, haven't attended a SINGLE day. I'd say it was a good decision for my MENTAL health, no doubt I would've roped cuz my depressive episodes are honestly scary (I once ran away from home and literally look for a weapon that would end me, sounds stupid I know). Obviously not the best decision for my future, but either way even if I attended high school I have no future, it's just that if I went to high school I may have been a thing of the past (rope).
I hated being the BIGGEST loser in school, what made me extremely depressed however although this may sound dumb is my wide hips (and narrow shoulders) and I store fat in thighs/ass/love handles. When I wear shirt and pants you can literally see my pear body shape (or A shape), while all the other guys have more of a reversed pear or V shape. This makes me feel like I'm a foid even tho I don't want to be, I can't possibly go through high school with this error in my genes from getting RNG shitted by life. I hate being treated like a downy, people either bully me a lot for being way too skinny (I got called holocaust survivor lol) or are nice to me BECAUSE they think I'm a downy, but no one would wanna be friends with me or have a relationship with me. Another thing is, I noticed how bad my genes are when gym class started. Basically first sport was badminton, no one knew how to play before, but everyone learned how to serve and shit first day, while I was shit for the rest of the week (could barely serve, and when I finally did I forgot how to shortly after, bad memory tbh). I was made fun of by some Chads for this, they told their friends about how shit i was lol.
Alrdy been nearly 2 months since the new year began, haven't attended a SINGLE day. I'd say it was a good decision for my MENTAL health, no doubt I would've roped cuz my depressive episodes are honestly scary (I once ran away from home and literally look for a weapon that would end me, sounds stupid I know). Obviously not the best decision for my future, but either way even if I attended high school I have no future, it's just that if I went to high school I may have been a thing of the past (rope).
I hated being the BIGGEST loser in school, what made me extremely depressed however although this may sound dumb is my wide hips (and narrow shoulders) and I store fat in thighs/ass/love handles. When I wear shirt and pants you can literally see my pear body shape (or A shape), while all the other guys have more of a reversed pear or V shape. This makes me feel like I'm a foid even tho I don't want to be, I can't possibly go through high school with this error in my genes from getting RNG shitted by life. I hate being treated like a downy, people either bully me a lot for being way too skinny (I got called holocaust survivor lol) or are nice to me BECAUSE they think I'm a downy, but no one would wanna be friends with me or have a relationship with me. Another thing is, I noticed how bad my genes are when gym class started. Basically first sport was badminton, no one knew how to play before, but everyone learned how to serve and shit first day, while I was shit for the rest of the week (could barely serve, and when I finally did I forgot how to shortly after, bad memory tbh). I was made fun of by some Chads for this, they told their friends about how shit i was lol.
