SuicideFuel Dreamcucked

[twascilk99]

For the longest time now I've been so depraved of any affectionate feelings from another human being, let alone a basic social contact other than just a simple hi that rarely gets returned, that I've been telling myself and my mother "I wish I had a dream", at least one dream, because the only situations I had a pleasant interaction with a girl in my entire life was in my rare but oh so memorable dreams.

And so.. I had a dream,

I jerked off hidden in the bathroom with porn playing on my small phone screen stroking my cock.

I had a dream boys.

Every cell of my body tells me its over.
My brain unable to produce even the most basic feelings anymore.

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

sad sh1t

 

[dOOmerbOI]

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Thank you, @Animecel2D and @unsettling !

Every cell of my body tells me its over.
My brain unable to produce even the most basic feelings anymore.

 

[twascilk99]

Honestly I'm trying to detachmaxx schizomaxx these days by convincing myself I'm in a different body and provoking random lowinhib situations. I'm starting to run out of people I can safely do this with though.

Theres no way to cope, living this life is like trying to catch water in bare hands. Everything spills to the ground no matter how hard you try.

I tried with countless girls, the farthest I've ever come was 'no we dont meet again but we can text' after which she left me on read for a year.