I wouldn't do that due to women, I'd do that due to anxiety & being all alone; autism makes you into a fucking social outcast unless you had early intervention or are attractive.
I can deal with the social isolation, it's the being forced sooner or later to interact with all the normies that will look for any opportunities to fuck you over whether it be to your face or behind your back.
You'll be judged for lacking things they take for granted but can't change so it's better if you're out of sight out of mind unless you enjoy being angry all the time & look forward to conflict.
Going to work every day, seen as the weird creepy quiet guy, no friends, no wife or sex, no affection or validation. Copes ain't cutting it no more, damn that don't sound like no life mang. Neet until you can't if you're not a social type. I truly believe you can be born in the wrong culture, I can't stand British stuff. If you don't drink alcohol ppl think you're a martian yet they choose trash tier alcohol jfl. No one drinks hard spirit's here.