well as you guys know i live a pathetic life.. i've always lived a pathetic life. the event that turned me into a true Lucifer of Women was the day i flew out my oneitits to texas and my brother fucked her after she rejected me.
i still remember the day i found her. i was a depressed as shit loser mental deformedcel.... all my friends had girlfriends and side bitches they found on bebo(if you are a true oldfag you'll know this was the 1st popular social networking site).. and yet me, the richfag from a high status family, could not find one girl on bebo. back then it was so easy to get GFs through bebo.... so as im stalking girls on bebo i come across this autistic girl with a cleft lip.. TBH to me she was the most beautiful being ever. her profile at the time to me seemed like she was a sweet introverted girl. BOY WAS i WRONG. i sent her a message with a long ass poem about how i wanted to be there for her and be her bebo BF. she responded laughing (dumb bitch in hindsight) and said we could be friends. WOW! i was so happy no girl ;had ever offered friendship... we spent the next school year talking, chatting, and we tried webcamming but back then cams weren't as good... 10th grade was almost over and i wanted to go into 11th grade not being a virgin....
this is when my retarded blue pilled HS ass hatches a plan. i convince myself if i fly this girl out and take her shopping she'll fuck me and maybe marry me. so i spent the next few months saving up my allowance and begging family members for money to save up as well. by the time june hits I have $4000... i convinced her and her parents to let me fly her out (tbh they thought i wanted to like traffic her or raper her kek her mom said i was creepy).. the day is decided.. i patiently wait all month until the day before arrives.
i go to the barber shop and get a classic mohawk with gorilla glue to make it extra spiky (this was when mohawks were in style), buy some badass perry ellis dress jeans, and a brand new flame button up shirt (flame shirts were also in style during this time)... tbh i looked like a slayer at that time even if i do have hypo ecto dysplasia... so the day comes and my brother drives me to go pick her up in his chevy corvette convertable. (BIG MISTAKE TAKING MY CHAD BROTHER). when we get there i got the biggest erection of my life... here was my beautiful austistic cleft lip oneitis standing basking in the texas sun... her lovely blonde hair and green eyes reflected with the sun marvelously... i get off the car and walk up to her... we say HI. (i was such a cuck back then i should have known. the instant she saw me she was repulsed by me. theres a difference in online and real life interactions) we walk over to the car and i tell her to sit in the back. she insisted on sitting in the front since shes never ridden in a high end car.. (I should have sent her to the back).. guess how she says hi to my brother, she fucking says hi by giving him a kiss on the cheek (french way of saying hi). on the ride over to my house i try to start a conversation and butt in but about %80 of the converstaion was between her and my big brother.
when we get home i introduce her to my family... i tried to sleep with her in my room but my mom insisted i sleep downstairs and for her Valentina (thats he name) to sleep in my room. i guess my mom thought i was gonna fuck her and didn't want that to happen. the next day we wake up. i tried to tell valentina to go to the movies with me and she said no. i tried to tell her to go to the aqua springs but she said no... THATS WHEN MY BLUE PILLED ASS FUCKS UP. i then ask her if she would like to go to the mall to go shopping and she immediately says yes. i thought to myself "if i spend at least $2000 buying her shit she'll fuck me". man im stupid. this time my mom takes us to the mall and we hit all her favorite stores (victoria secrets, hot topic, and some high end stores) etc. i end up spending $2500... on the drive back she lets me put her hand around her. my mom even winked me on the rear view mirror because i had never gotten female contact. honestly im almost creaming myself remembering feeling her shoulder and back. that was my highlight.
i could not give up though. i wanted to loose my virginity. when we got home i convinced my mother to let us stay at a hotel in corpus christy.... it took a lot of convincing but she finally said yes under the condition my big brother chaperone us. (BIG MISTAKE). I say yes. so we drive over to corpus, get there around 11 at night and my brother rents two rooms (the type where theres a door between rooms).. my big bro even bought me condoms. fuck yes i was so happy.. so the 3 of us started drinking. the whole night i basically drank and my brother and valentina talk and giggle... thts when i said fuck it and i text my brother to ditch us cuz i wanted to get laid. my brother just texted back "lol ok bro but she dont wanna fuck you".. i should have listened but i was still bluepilled. when my brother leaves i make a move.... i walk up to her and tried to kiss her. welll she pushed me back. one thing led to another and i ended up on top of her trying to shut her up because she was screaming. my brother came in and dragged me off her, socked me in the stomach, and told her to sleep in his room while he would sleep in my room with me to "take care of me that i don't do anything stupid".
i thought it was over but it wasn't.. emotions were flying hi... she said she didnt wanna be alone. i said i wanted to kill both of them... in the end my brother agrees to sleep in the same room with her under the condition they don't do anything for my well being. and i sleep along in another room.. WTF!!!!!!!!
******man i don't even wanna post the details of what happened. im fucking crying right now. here i am in this group home crying my eyes out writing this shit. fuck guys...***
I'M NOT GONNA POST THE DETAILS!!!! but i could not go to sleep.. it was around 3AM and thats when i started to hear voices.. then those voices turned to giggles.... i walk up to the door to put my ear to listen.. THEY WERE MAKING OUT!!! fuck it made me rage and cry so bad... i had spent almost $4000 on thsi girl, flew her out, took her shopping, rented a hotel for us, and here she was making out with my brother. (mind you she was a virgin).. they keep making out for a few minutes until she starts to suck my brothers dick. my brother is moaning like a gorilla.. this is the worst part.. when he starts to smash her.. i could hear the sound of his pelvis and balls smashing against her back side.. i could hear her sweet moans. (i got so hard).... i'll never forgive myself for this but i start to jack off... im crying and jacking off a the same time... i cummed and went back to bed.
they continued fucking until probably 6 AM. i faked sleep the whole night.. when around 1pm comes along my brother comes into my room and tells me i fucked up.. how the girl went to sleep crying. how she took a taxi back to the airport because i scared her.... man my family lies to me bad in order to "keep me safe".
SO YEAH FUCK YOU VALENTINA BETANCOURT SICAIROS
i still remember the day i found her. i was a depressed as shit loser mental deformedcel.... all my friends had girlfriends and side bitches they found on bebo(if you are a true oldfag you'll know this was the 1st popular social networking site).. and yet me, the richfag from a high status family, could not find one girl on bebo. back then it was so easy to get GFs through bebo.... so as im stalking girls on bebo i come across this autistic girl with a cleft lip.. TBH to me she was the most beautiful being ever. her profile at the time to me seemed like she was a sweet introverted girl. BOY WAS i WRONG. i sent her a message with a long ass poem about how i wanted to be there for her and be her bebo BF. she responded laughing (dumb bitch in hindsight) and said we could be friends. WOW! i was so happy no girl ;had ever offered friendship... we spent the next school year talking, chatting, and we tried webcamming but back then cams weren't as good... 10th grade was almost over and i wanted to go into 11th grade not being a virgin....
this is when my retarded blue pilled HS ass hatches a plan. i convince myself if i fly this girl out and take her shopping she'll fuck me and maybe marry me. so i spent the next few months saving up my allowance and begging family members for money to save up as well. by the time june hits I have $4000... i convinced her and her parents to let me fly her out (tbh they thought i wanted to like traffic her or raper her kek her mom said i was creepy).. the day is decided.. i patiently wait all month until the day before arrives.
i go to the barber shop and get a classic mohawk with gorilla glue to make it extra spiky (this was when mohawks were in style), buy some badass perry ellis dress jeans, and a brand new flame button up shirt (flame shirts were also in style during this time)... tbh i looked like a slayer at that time even if i do have hypo ecto dysplasia... so the day comes and my brother drives me to go pick her up in his chevy corvette convertable. (BIG MISTAKE TAKING MY CHAD BROTHER). when we get there i got the biggest erection of my life... here was my beautiful austistic cleft lip oneitis standing basking in the texas sun... her lovely blonde hair and green eyes reflected with the sun marvelously... i get off the car and walk up to her... we say HI. (i was such a cuck back then i should have known. the instant she saw me she was repulsed by me. theres a difference in online and real life interactions) we walk over to the car and i tell her to sit in the back. she insisted on sitting in the front since shes never ridden in a high end car.. (I should have sent her to the back).. guess how she says hi to my brother, she fucking says hi by giving him a kiss on the cheek (french way of saying hi). on the ride over to my house i try to start a conversation and butt in but about %80 of the converstaion was between her and my big brother.
when we get home i introduce her to my family... i tried to sleep with her in my room but my mom insisted i sleep downstairs and for her Valentina (thats he name) to sleep in my room. i guess my mom thought i was gonna fuck her and didn't want that to happen. the next day we wake up. i tried to tell valentina to go to the movies with me and she said no. i tried to tell her to go to the aqua springs but she said no... THATS WHEN MY BLUE PILLED ASS FUCKS UP. i then ask her if she would like to go to the mall to go shopping and she immediately says yes. i thought to myself "if i spend at least $2000 buying her shit she'll fuck me". man im stupid. this time my mom takes us to the mall and we hit all her favorite stores (victoria secrets, hot topic, and some high end stores) etc. i end up spending $2500... on the drive back she lets me put her hand around her. my mom even winked me on the rear view mirror because i had never gotten female contact. honestly im almost creaming myself remembering feeling her shoulder and back. that was my highlight.
i could not give up though. i wanted to loose my virginity. when we got home i convinced my mother to let us stay at a hotel in corpus christy.... it took a lot of convincing but she finally said yes under the condition my big brother chaperone us. (BIG MISTAKE). I say yes. so we drive over to corpus, get there around 11 at night and my brother rents two rooms (the type where theres a door between rooms).. my big bro even bought me condoms. fuck yes i was so happy.. so the 3 of us started drinking. the whole night i basically drank and my brother and valentina talk and giggle... thts when i said fuck it and i text my brother to ditch us cuz i wanted to get laid. my brother just texted back "lol ok bro but she dont wanna fuck you".. i should have listened but i was still bluepilled. when my brother leaves i make a move.... i walk up to her and tried to kiss her. welll she pushed me back. one thing led to another and i ended up on top of her trying to shut her up because she was screaming. my brother came in and dragged me off her, socked me in the stomach, and told her to sleep in his room while he would sleep in my room with me to "take care of me that i don't do anything stupid".
i thought it was over but it wasn't.. emotions were flying hi... she said she didnt wanna be alone. i said i wanted to kill both of them... in the end my brother agrees to sleep in the same room with her under the condition they don't do anything for my well being. and i sleep along in another room.. WTF!!!!!!!!
******man i don't even wanna post the details of what happened. im fucking crying right now. here i am in this group home crying my eyes out writing this shit. fuck guys...***
I'M NOT GONNA POST THE DETAILS!!!! but i could not go to sleep.. it was around 3AM and thats when i started to hear voices.. then those voices turned to giggles.... i walk up to the door to put my ear to listen.. THEY WERE MAKING OUT!!! fuck it made me rage and cry so bad... i had spent almost $4000 on thsi girl, flew her out, took her shopping, rented a hotel for us, and here she was making out with my brother. (mind you she was a virgin).. they keep making out for a few minutes until she starts to suck my brothers dick. my brother is moaning like a gorilla.. this is the worst part.. when he starts to smash her.. i could hear the sound of his pelvis and balls smashing against her back side.. i could hear her sweet moans. (i got so hard).... i'll never forgive myself for this but i start to jack off... im crying and jacking off a the same time... i cummed and went back to bed.
they continued fucking until probably 6 AM. i faked sleep the whole night.. when around 1pm comes along my brother comes into my room and tells me i fucked up.. how the girl went to sleep crying. how she took a taxi back to the airport because i scared her.... man my family lies to me bad in order to "keep me safe".
SO YEAH FUCK YOU VALENTINA BETANCOURT SICAIROS
