It's Over Doing stuff alone is cope. I have missed out on 8 years of life experiences

[umsure]

I'm 26, so I am out of the home by myself. I also have 0 friends. I've mostly been alone since I was 18 (8 years ago).

I haven't gone to a movie theater in years, don't eat at sit-down restaurants, have 0 hobbies other than gymcelling and forum coping, don't travel, don't celebrate holidays, don't cook, never been to a concert, never partied and on and on.

Doing stuff alone is cope. Only people who can enjoy that are sexhavers who are in between relationships.

 

[Grodd]

Fucking beyond over

 

[Cryotron]

Even when you go out alone, you look like a retard.

 

[umsure]

Fucking beyond over

It this ever turns around, I will have experienced close to nothing in my 20s/youth

 

[umsure]

Even when you go out alone, you look like a retard.

It only invokes shame and invigorates rage as you watch couples/groups of friends sitting at the diner together

 

[Grodd]

It this ever turns around, I will have experienced close to nothing in my 20s/youth

Things never get better only worse

 

[umsure]

Things never get better only worse

I don't expect it to, I'm the truest of truecels.
That was assuming the BEST case scenario, in which case it would still be beyond over having lost your youth.

 

[Grodd]

I don't expect it to, I'm the truest of truecels.
That was assuming the BEST case scenario, in which case it would still be beyond over having lost your youth.

At this point all we can do is cope

 

[Cryotron]

Most of us are weeded out like genetic trash, doomed to rot alone, I wish i had some friends and social life at least, like NT normiecels do.

 

[umsure]

Most of us are weeded out like genetic trash, doomed to rot alone, I wish i had some friends and social life at least, like NT normiecels do.

Some faces are too repulsive to be befriended

I know mine is

 

[Based NaziCel]

I hate doing stuff alone.Even though I’m cooking and travelling, I would enjoy these things with a foid (like evERy normie does)

 

[umsure]

I hate doing stuff alone.Even though I’m cooking and travelling, I would enjoy these things with a foid (like evERy normie does)

I tried to eat alone (at a popular dine-in restaurant), hated it and left before I could even finish my food.

Tried traveling alone locally, hated it. I had no one to joke with or smile or hug or kiss or hold hands like everyone else there.

 

[slavcel11]

Same only I'm a few years older. And yes, doing almost any kind of activity by yourself is retarded and useless. Watching a movie? Going to park? Travelling? Eating out? Cycliing? LOL. Hobbies? What hobbies, solving puzzles? What a joke. It's just ridiculous how most enjoyable stuff is really meant for couples and groups of friends. Of fucking course I don't have a hobby and I only rot in my free time, because that's what you do as a fucking loser with no life

 

[virginsincethen]

Even when you go out alone, you look like a retard.

 

[virginsincethen]

Being alone for long has made me a shy loser

 

[AntoCel]

Do you at least have money? I still thing moneymaxxing is the best cope

 

[umsure]

Do you at least have money? I still thing moneymaxxing is the best cope

Yes and other than considering escorts in the near future, I have no plans to do anything with it.

I have no desire or excitement for material things anymore. I want experiences. And those are moot without others to share them with. My disfigured face is genuinely too repulsive even for platonic friendship, as years of life experience have drilled into me.

 

[AntoCel]

Yes and other than considering escorts in the near future, I have no plans to do anything with it.

I have no desire or excitement for material things anymore. I want experiences. And those are moot without others to share them with. My disfigured face is genuinely too repulsive even for platonic friendship.

Thats fucking tough man. Keep your chin up, and i dont know, try to find some good cope

 

[Abi]

Even when you go out alone, you look like a retard.

 

[slavcel11]

I tried to eat alone (at a popular dine-in restaurant), hated it and left before I could even finish my food.

Tried traveling alone locally, hated it. I had no one to joke with or smile or hug or kiss or hold hands like everyone else there.

this is just pathetic. Saying this as someone who "tried" to "enjoy" doing social stuff on himself. Sad, pathetic, and ultimately doesn't work. Like, it isn't fun or exciting, just a meaningless waste of time and energy for the most part. Deep down you know you're just a loser faking his imaginary persona.

 

[umsure]

Deep down you know you're just a loser faking his imaginary persona.

I would enjoy it if I was a sexhaver in between relationships who was self-assured of himself that he could be doing these things with others at any moment but just chooses not to for convenience sake.

 

[slavcel11]

Even when you go out alone, you look like a retard.

Yep, because ultimately it is a social activity. Go get groceries or some shit, why going out in the first place lol?

 

[umsure]

Yep, because ultimately it is a social activity. Go get geoceries or some shit, why going out in the first place lol?

I see couples and groups of friends going to the GROCERY store together

Even there I have no peace

 

[slavcel11]

I see couples and groups of friends going to the GROCERY store together

Even there I have no peace

any dumb and boring shit is fun when you got friends.

 

[umsure]

any dumb and boring shit is fun when you got friends.

I vividly remember crying about 5 or 6 years ago for several hours because I had tried so hard for so long only to be pushed away and forgotten by everyone I tried to befriend. Having a gf is unimaginable if I couldn't get past this first hurdle despite my best effort.

It is never this hard if you're normie. There's a certain point where I don't want to subject myself to the torture of fruitless rejection despite normies saying "put yourself out there more." Life has only taught me otherwise.

 

[justuseless]

The only social activity i do is going to the supermarket usually after a long walk to clear my mind