If I play a game or watch a movie I feel happy at the happy parts of the movie and sad at the sad parts etc. But in the real world I don't feel any emotion for anything that happens to me. I'm not depressed or happy but I guess I'm enjoying life. For example if someone makes fun of me I don't really care but in a game if I can't beat a boss I might get a bit upset although I have insane control over my anger,so as long as I'm aware of my anger I just think in my head "why are you angry? Being angry feels bad just let it go and don't be angry" then I don't feel any anger at all. The only emotions I feel are from media and not my own experiences
