I shall keep living to be a nuisance to soyciety
- Dec 4, 2022
Nowdays in order to fit in you have to be sexually active just to fit in or talk about foids since that's what people like to talk aboutStory of my life. I'm always (and still am) nice, kind and polite with everyone, yet all the friends I made along the way ended up ghosting me sooner or later. I reached the conclusion that the two main reasons in my case are the following:
1. I am easily replaceable: No matter what group hobby I choose to practice, there will always be people better than me, therefore more interesting to be around. So even if I make a friend and he likes me, he'll soon find a better friend than me and forget about me. This is pretty much how a 4-year friendship ended for me.
2. It is very easy to forget about my existence because I have nothing going on for me: I am on the uglier and shorter side, no sexual experience, not interested in normie music or normie hobbies, non-NT, introverted, self-conscious... All I can offer is my kindness and altruism, which is worth nothing in today's soyciety. Also, to make things worse, I commonly feel disconnected from the reality and have the impression to be a third-person observator which prevents me from engaging in conversation a lot of times...