Wintersknight
Recruit
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- Mar 12, 2022
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I get angry at the thought of other men doing it… when I think of men violating bitches with their cocks I imagine wanting to punish the guy. Beating him around cutting his dick off… I wish all promiscuous mens dicks would rot away and fall off. Even since I was real young before I thought about my own looks or had any doubts about if I’d ever get a partner the thought of other guys doing that made me mad like I wanted to bash the guy in the head.
But with females I feel the same rage, and disgust but it’s a bit different because I can’t help feeling that females arnt supposed to to be these depraved beasts . It’s shocking and disturbing even though it’s nature but it disgusts me.
I’ve obsessed over sx for decades because of prn and never getting to experience it and also because it makes me feel unworthy. It’s not just the whole sexual frustration thing. It’s knowing I’ve been deemed not good enough to do what others can…
Anyway as much as I wish I could experience this and tick it off the list and although I have sexual feelings and obsess over the body of a female I find attractive and want to do alot of sexual stuff with them and want them to be into me like that, it makes me angry…
I want to experience that and for them to want me that way but at the same time it disgusts me that they do that stuff, that they’re into it, it also disgusts me that I want it…
I want to experience sx with a thick bitch I find hot but at the same time I want to punish them and myself for being into it… I want to punch their face, hook them with a hard smack kick them in the cunt and put my boot on their throat.
I hate myself for wanting to be sexual and depraved and I wish I could get a female but I would hate her for giving me the sexual experiences I want cause it disgusts me.
I would love to be a chad so I could get them to do it but instead beat the hell out of them.
I think I just want to inflict pain onto them for how they’ve made me feel for years and it’s porn that made me so disgusted in myself for wanting it and them. Porn made my view of sx really negative. Now I’m disgusted by it and disgusted at myself and females.
I just wish all the sexually active peoples genital would stop working and they would go without…
I want to do it but at the same time I want to kick the shit out of the bitch for wanting to do it… fuck
I am corrupt
But with females I feel the same rage, and disgust but it’s a bit different because I can’t help feeling that females arnt supposed to to be these depraved beasts . It’s shocking and disturbing even though it’s nature but it disgusts me.
I’ve obsessed over sx for decades because of prn and never getting to experience it and also because it makes me feel unworthy. It’s not just the whole sexual frustration thing. It’s knowing I’ve been deemed not good enough to do what others can…
Anyway as much as I wish I could experience this and tick it off the list and although I have sexual feelings and obsess over the body of a female I find attractive and want to do alot of sexual stuff with them and want them to be into me like that, it makes me angry…
I want to experience that and for them to want me that way but at the same time it disgusts me that they do that stuff, that they’re into it, it also disgusts me that I want it…
I want to experience sx with a thick bitch I find hot but at the same time I want to punish them and myself for being into it… I want to punch their face, hook them with a hard smack kick them in the cunt and put my boot on their throat.
I hate myself for wanting to be sexual and depraved and I wish I could get a female but I would hate her for giving me the sexual experiences I want cause it disgusts me.
I would love to be a chad so I could get them to do it but instead beat the hell out of them.
I think I just want to inflict pain onto them for how they’ve made me feel for years and it’s porn that made me so disgusted in myself for wanting it and them. Porn made my view of sx really negative. Now I’m disgusted by it and disgusted at myself and females.
I just wish all the sexually active peoples genital would stop working and they would go without…
I want to do it but at the same time I want to kick the shit out of the bitch for wanting to do it… fuck
I am corrupt