Year after year, I find myself fantasizing more and more about the female body. Inferiority complex born from the fact that I can't get a tall blonde gf made me see it as something unreachable. I fetishize about a blonde good looking woman giving her body to me of her own will. I want to dominate her, smell every inch of her body, doing to her the most intimate things while she surrenders her body entirely.
When women are friendly to me, and I say what I want to do with them, they cut off contact immediately. I for very long thought I was an inner creep, but my good friend (which is tall and good looking) is very open and showed me the messages he received from some of his tinder hookups when I asked him. It was absolutely crazy.
He tells them some pretty wild stuff as well, and women say some crazy nasty stuff to him, for example I remember seeing (translated from german) : "I want to burry my face in your balls and lick them (+angry emoji blowing smoke)", something like "I miss your smell and the taste of your penis" and "I'm really bored... I miss your sexy penis on my face, I'm wet. What are you doing ?".
Made me realize that girls are as horny as us, and have some pretty wild fetishes themselves sometimes. Unfortunately i'm not good enough for that to be directed at me. But I can't stop thinking about it, and that's driving me crazy. I'm longing for this kind of intimacy with a girl.
When women are friendly to me, and I say what I want to do with them, they cut off contact immediately. I for very long thought I was an inner creep, but my good friend (which is tall and good looking) is very open and showed me the messages he received from some of his tinder hookups when I asked him. It was absolutely crazy.
He tells them some pretty wild stuff as well, and women say some crazy nasty stuff to him, for example I remember seeing (translated from german) : "I want to burry my face in your balls and lick them (+angry emoji blowing smoke)", something like "I miss your smell and the taste of your penis" and "I'm really bored... I miss your sexy penis on my face, I'm wet. What are you doing ?".
Made me realize that girls are as horny as us, and have some pretty wild fetishes themselves sometimes. Unfortunately i'm not good enough for that to be directed at me. But I can't stop thinking about it, and that's driving me crazy. I'm longing for this kind of intimacy with a girl.
