Serious Does anyone here recognize themselves anymore? I feel trapped.

[SyrianSchizoSage]

I look in the mirror and I can't believe that is me.

I listen to my own political ethical views and I can't believe it.

I was a very kind selfless kid. I always dreamt of being a superhero and I always donated money. Now I can only think of the sickest thoughts they phase through my head.

Now when I look at the homeless I am disgusted by them. They don't have the audacity to make themselves invisible and cower away from busy city streets.

When I see the elderly burden society I can't help but wonder how they seem to have more drive than me considering they have no really purpose.

I stay at home no ambition no drive no care in the world except a struggle to accomplish my parents' dream to get a bachelor's degree.

I have no job after applying to every entry level shit job and temp agency.

Fuck.

I feel stuck.

I am drowning and I don't know how to swim out.

Everywhere I go a door seems to close.

Research trades and 3 videos pop up of a cost effective robot replacing jobs.

Bachelor's degree made worthless due to the flood of fake degrees and immigrants.

0 romantic prospects because I am not earning money can't even get fucked and get an escort or at least a hand job

 

[Grodd]

I was doomed from the start

 

[AustrianMogger]

I feel like I'm downing in a pool with a surface covered with a tarp

 

[fokusin]

I was doomed from the start

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

I was doomed from the start

It wasn't always that way.
Or maybe I was hopelessly optimistic.
But every event in my life lined up in the worst series of unfortunate events

 

[anon65]

Bachelor's degree made worthless due to the flood of fake degrees and immigrants.

0 romantic prospects because I am not earning money can't even get fucked and get an escort or at least a hand job

What was your degree? And what area of the world are u in? Maybe you can pivot to some job you haven't thought of man

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

I feel like I'm downing in a pool with a surface covered with a tarp

Yea I am still trying to be optimistic or at least trying to force myself back on the right track

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

What was your degree? And what area of the world are u in? Maybe you can pivot to some job you haven't thought of man

Sorry I wasn't clear I am pursuing a degree next year. I am talking in general most are becoming obsolete.
Job wise I dunno I will still get a degree because a degree is better than no degree maybe commerce related.
I am in NA.
Thinking of doing welding courses also what do you think? I have seen that shit is getting automated rapidly

 

[zd60]

I've never recognized my self, i've always felt off non-existent or fake I feel trapped in a absurd world surrounded by clowns like its my own special little spot of hell that i'm rotting in

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

I've never recognized my self, i've always felt off non-existent or fake I feel trapped in a absurd world surrounded by clowns like its my own special little spot of hell that i'm rotting in

Yea I used to just stare at myself in the mirror and looked at my meat suit that does not suit me lol.
An odd feeling

 

[zd60]

Yea I used to just stare at myself in the mirror and looked at my meat suit that does not suit me lol.
An odd feeling

I used to do the same for awhile as a kid but eventually it became uncomfortable so I stopped

 

[anon65]

Sorry I wasn't clear I am pursuing a degree next year. I am talking in general most are becoming obsolete.
Job wise I dunno I will still get a degree because a degree is better than no degree maybe commerce related.
I am in NA.
Thinking of doing welding courses also what do you think? I have seen that shit is getting automated rapidly

After your degree if you can't get a job in commerce or anything like office based you can try welding. I've welded a lot before (just my own projects) and it is dirty, can be annoying, takes a bit of time to learn but can be learned.

Some amount of human welders will always be needed. There's been automated welders for decades and yet there is still a lot of human welders so you will be able to get a job doing that.

 

[justuseless]

I was also a nice soft kid now i dont feel empathy for anyone

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

I used to do the same for awhile as a kid but eventually it became uncomfortable so I stopped

me too XD

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

After your degree if you can't get a job in commerce or anything like office based you can try welding. I've welded a lot before (just my own projects) and it is dirty, can be annoying, takes a bit of time to learn but can be learned.

Some amount of human welders will always be needed. There's been automated welders for decades and yet there is still a lot of human welders so you will be able to get a job doing that.

I will look into it thanks

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

I was also a nice soft kid now i dont feel empathy for anyone

most of us here were the same