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I am often really fucking depressed (for obvious reasons) and just daydream the entire day about death. Imagine waking up and not doing anything other than staring at the ceiling while continuously thinking about how you're going to die.

I wanted to jump in front of a train a month ago, but I chickened out when the train was approaching. When you are subhuman with no loving family and no money to enjoy life with then life is especially meaningless. I even requested euthanasia, but my request was denied.

If I could just get my own shotgun I'd be able to do it while drunk. :feelsbadman:
 
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gymletethnicel said:
If I could just get my own shotgun I'd be able to do it while drunk. :feelsbadman:
Same.
 
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Don’t kys you’re one of my favorite users:cryfeels:
 
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gymletethnicel said:
I am often really fucking depressed (for obvious reasons) and just daydream the entire day about death. Imagine waking up and not doing anything other than steering at the ceiling while continuously thinking about how you're going to die.

I wanted to jump in front of a train a month ago, but I checked out when the train was approaching. When you are subhuman with no loving family and no money to enjoy life with then life is especially meaningless. I even request euthanasia, but my request was denied.

If I could just get my own shotgun I'd be able to do it while drunk. :feelsbadman:
Don't. The moment you're really at death's door you'll want nothing but to live.
 
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And I think about how now one is gonna show up to your funeral because you wouldn't have one in the first place because no one knows nor cares about you and your grave site will only be for dogs to dump their shit in. :cryfeels:
 
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No, how can you let yourself die such a dishonorable death?
You should wish to become low inhib and curse that couple you see walk regularly on the street right in their faces.
Lose any sense of fear or doubt and live a truly blissful state of ignorance.
Our problems outside of sex lie in that we think too much and we are trapped by our minds.
View: https://youtu.be/x-y6GUgCZVI?t=190
 
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Zer0/∞ said:
No, how can you let yourself die such a dishonorable death?
You should wish to become low inhib and curse that couple you see walk regularly on the street right in their faces.
Lose any sense of fear of the consequences and live a truly blissful state of ignorance.
I would argue that I'm already lowinhib. I always pick fights with people. Never afraid of physical or verbal confrontation. Troll women on public transport. Live off of loans that I'll never pay back.

It's just too much, I still have a lot of pain.
 
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Most of the time, meaningless existence is a torture. I envy rich people to whom world is a playground
 
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gymletethnicel said:
I would argue that I'm already lowinhib. I always pick fights with people. Never afraid of physical or verbal confrontation. Troll women on public transport. Live off of loans that I'll never pay back.

It's just too much, I still have a lot of pain.
Mogs me. I can’t even look people in the eye jfl. My femoid manager who I frame and height mog gave me a death stare because I snitched on her to her boss. But completely manliness mogged me with her strong jaw and I felt immaculated tbh. It was brutal I felt like a child.

Envy lowinhib ppl so much:fuk::cryfeels:
 
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Mecoja said:
Most of the time, meaningless existence is a torture. I envy rich people to whom world is a playground
I really do envy rich people. A playground is indeed what this world is to them.

They can always have sex. They can eat whatever they want. They can travel to wherever they want. They can go on holiday whenever they want.

They can do whatever they want.
 
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Ive bought some really good rope and have a nice remote place to do regular full suspension hanging from.

Might go trough with it soon, depending on circumstances.
 
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I can relate to that bro :feelsbadman::feelsbadman::feelsbadman:
 
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its hard to do that. thats self preservation. it is embeded into us so that we can be a helpful member of the community or tribe actively like fucking reproducing or passivly by doing work. evolution does not let things go to waste . you are a product of evolution and you will be used up and recycled either way.
 
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Have you tried escortceling?
 
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Suicidal tendencies are normal in our caste, but I won't give up like that
 
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IamLost said:
Have you tried escortceling?
No, but fuck that shit.
 
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I'm mostly worried of surviving. Apparently you have a 1% chance of surviving a shotgun to the head. No thank you.
 
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Zer0/∞ said:
Our problems outside of sex lie in that we think too much and we are trapped by our minds.
:bluepill::bluepill::bluepill:
 
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Kamikaze said:
Ive bought some really good rope and have a nice remote place to do regular full suspension hanging from.

Might go trough with it soon, depending on circumstances.
Same. I even googled which is the best rope to rope. I bought this:

View: https://www.amazon.de/gp/product/B06XW9B8YF/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_image_o08_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1




 
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Kamikaze said:
Does it stretch? I hope not. Similar to what I got. Braided and smooth. Holds up to 100kg.

Got 3 meters just to be certain.
I dont care anymore. Bought it two years ago. I will definitely not use it. I am now looking for the best way to build an exit bag.
 
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gymletethnicel said:
I am often really fucking depressed (for obvious reasons) and just daydream the entire day about death. Imagine waking up and not doing anything other than staring at the ceiling while continuously thinking about how you're going to die.

I wanted to jump in front of a train a month ago, but I chickened out when the train was approaching. When you are subhuman with no loving family and no money to enjoy life with then life is especially meaningless. I even requested euthanasia, but my request was denied.

If I could just get my own shotgun I'd be able to do it while drunk. :feelsbadman:

Aren’t you a schoolmaxxed chaddm now?
:feelsjuice:
 
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SoloAlex said:
I dont care anymore. Bought it two years ago. I will definitely not use it. I am now looking for the best way to build an exit bag.
The trickiest thing is to find a connector and low flow regulator valve that fit those party helium tanks that arent made for extra attachments.
 
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I have intrusive suicidal thoughts a lot, pretty much daily, but I try not to act on them, and in my right mind, I don't want to. At one point, I want a gun to protect myself with, but at the same time, I can't really trust myself with one.
 
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I had in the past. Now I literally want to attack assholes.
 
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Mogged Loner said:
Aren’t you a schoolmaxxed chaddm now?
:feelsjuice:
Fuck off
 
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don't rope,you are still Miles better than most moroccans because you live in a first world country
 
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Kamikaze said:
The trickiest thing is to find a connector and low flow regulator valve that fit those party helium tanks that arent made for extra attachments.
Yeah. But Ive a serious question: What is the worst that can happen when it goes wrong? I lose consciousness, and then...
 
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SoloAlex said:
Yeah. But Ive a serious question: What is the worst that can happen when it goes wrong? I lose consciousness, and then...
Worst thing? Inert gas runs out before you die, or leakage. You will be found with a varying degree of brain damage.
 
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Same here. My life is shit, but I am to much of a pussy when it comes to pain. I've tried suffocation a few times, but it is so painful and tedious I abort before I die. Blowing my head off seems like the quickest and least painful solution, but obtaining firearms is a fucking nightmare in my country. Hopefully I can overcome my survival instinct eventually and actually pull of one of the aviable options.
 
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gymletethnicel said:
I am often really fucking depressed (for obvious reasons) and just daydream the entire day about death. Imagine waking up and not doing anything other than staring at the ceiling while continuously thinking about how you're going to die.

I wanted to jump in front of a train a month ago, but I chickened out when the train was approaching. When you are subhuman with no loving family and no money to enjoy life with then life is especially meaningless. I even requested euthanasia, but my request was denied.

If I could just get my own shotgun I'd be able to do it while drunk. :feelsbadman:
this is every genuine user on cels
 
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fear allah and dont do it akhi
 
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Every other day I think of wanting to die just to avoid a painful and tragic death.
 
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