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Panasonic_cell
Greycel
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- Joined
- Jul 19, 2020
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Hello guys. I get sad because I think about how much were missing out and how much we will continue to miss out. How we never get to experience young love or gf who genuinely care about us. I think about the Chads and normies in loving committed relationships. I think about the miserable betabuxxers who endure abuse and divorce threats from their wives. I think about wageceling and the endless struggle to pay bills.
And then i remember in the end none of it matters anyways. All my desires are in my brain and if i were to sever my brain and let it die, the cells that give rise to all my thoughts and feelings would decompose back into the earth. We all will be dead anyways. There is no winning. So I no longer feel like such a loser if I am playing a game that i will inevitably lose anyways. Death is so peaceful, it trivializes all of this pain.
That is unless i reincarnate into cockroachcel or some earthworm. Or get sent to hell and get probed by Satans pitchfork.
I try not to think too much about what would happen after death. The thought of eternal sleep is my only cope now. Everyday it brings me closer to the rope. DAE cope this way as well?
And then i remember in the end none of it matters anyways. All my desires are in my brain and if i were to sever my brain and let it die, the cells that give rise to all my thoughts and feelings would decompose back into the earth. We all will be dead anyways. There is no winning. So I no longer feel like such a loser if I am playing a game that i will inevitably lose anyways. Death is so peaceful, it trivializes all of this pain.
That is unless i reincarnate into cockroachcel or some earthworm. Or get sent to hell and get probed by Satans pitchfork.
I try not to think too much about what would happen after death. The thought of eternal sleep is my only cope now. Everyday it brings me closer to the rope. DAE cope this way as well?