SuicideFuel Does anyone else here feel ashamed of their past bluepilled behavior?

[The Judge]

Eight years ago, on an account which no longer exists, I used to be one of the more popular members on this site. I posted nearly every single day and made a lot of friends with other incels.

However, being the naïve young man that I was at the time, I made the mistake of orbiting BPD e-girls (One of them being rather infamous here) and got (Rightfully) banned because of it. Many were even convinced that I'd ascended due to the way I bragged about my online "girlfriend."

Years later, I am 26 years old and still a KHHV, and I can only ever shudder whenever I look back at my old self. I was a fool to ever think that I could ever escape inceldom.

To any youngcels reading this: Do not make the same mistakes I did. Learn to embrace the blackpill right away instead of wasting so many years of your life trying to ascend. It will never happen.

 

[Leon98]

Yeah I have ptsd from how much of a delusional retard I was until the age of about 18.

 

[Paladin]

Eight years ago, on an account which no longer exists, I used to be one of the more popular members on this site.

What was your old account called?

 

[Fantasea]

What was your old account called?

telling man ashamed of his past to dig it right back up

 

[The Judge]

Yeah I have ptsd from how much of a delusional retard I was until the age of about 18.

Same. Though, it took me at least a year or two longer than you to wisen up. (I believe I was around 20-21 years old once I fully stopped being delusional)

 

[The Judge]

What was your old account called?

I am too ashamed to reveal it publicly. If any 2017-2018-cel really wants to know, they can DM me and I will tell them, I guess.

 

[Grodd]

Yeah i cringe at how delusional i used to be

 

[Fantasea]

I am too ashamed to reveal it publicly. If any 2017-2018-cel really wants to know, they can DM me and I will tell them, I guess.

if u want a fresh start trust no one. PM no one.

 

[Krobus]

I always kind of knew how foids were

 

[kay']

I regret everything about my past immensly.

 

[SickWeakCoward]

I regret everything about my past immensly.

I regret everything pertaining to my entire existence. Try and beat that.

 

[kay']

I regret everything pertaining to my entire existence. Try and beat that.

Im semi paralyzed on my right side and im in pain 24/7.

I cant work, i rot in bed all day.

my right eye goes blind on its own randomly and i can barely sleep 4 hours.

Eating and showering are a chore.

Im 5'4 , burden on my low iq parents who fight me daily, and am also balding.

wana swap lives?

 

[Pancakecel]

I've never really done any bluepilled behaviour tbh, throughout school and high school I hated being around foids, they were loud and obnoxious, not to mention they insulted my looks on various occasions.

Outside of masturbating over a few of them when puberty hit, I stayed away/ ignored em as much as possible.

 

[SickWeakCoward]

Im semi paralyzed on my right side and im in pain 24/7.

I cant work, i rot in bed all day.

my right eye goes blind on its own randomly and i can barely sleep 4 hours.

Eating and showering are a chore.

Im 5'4 , burden on my low iq parents who fight me daily, and am also balding.

wana swap lives?

Shit, dude. You win. Whatever that's worth.

 

[Old Ironsides]

It can be regrettable, yes.

 

[Creosote]

Yeah i cringe at how delusional i used to be