epillepsy
plz don't mock me
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I remember when I was young, I used to go out driving at night when my parents were asleep, smoking and listening to electronic music. The feeling of happiness and amiable future was with me and the curve of the road would match exactly the curve of my emotion.
Now my brain sometimes forgets what it has learned and for a millisecond gives me a taste of that feeling, but only for a very short time. Then I remember I'm old and ugly and nothing in the world. It's dispiriting to say the least. If this didn't happen occasionally I would probably forget that it's even possible to be happy.
Now my brain sometimes forgets what it has learned and for a millisecond gives me a taste of that feeling, but only for a very short time. Then I remember I'm old and ugly and nothing in the world. It's dispiriting to say the least. If this didn't happen occasionally I would probably forget that it's even possible to be happy.