SuicideFuel Does anyone else get suicidal thoughts randomly?

[alopeciacurrycel]

I used to be really suicidal a few years ago but I have developed apathy at this point, I look at the situation of the people living in my country and feel like I lucked out in most areas except for having a romantic partner. Lately I feel like I get suicidal thoughts randomly for no reason, I used to think this might be correlated with me being mogged financially or in romance but I am not sure if that is the case, I started getting them more frequently now and I can't piece back any specific trigger for the said thoughts, Idk if I am finally getting brain damage from years of being alone, my alcoholic evenings are also usually ending in blackouts nowadays

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

Every day

 

[Esoteric7]

all the time

 

[twisted]

Every day

all the time

lives in my head rent free

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I wouldn't say it's random per say, I just think waking up every day is a disappointing experience.

 

[cooked in life]

no, I have those thoughts everyday. I basically have to distract myself almost all the time just to cope.

 

[DutchCel01]

Mostly when i go outside and see how lonely i am and how hard even normies mog me.

 

[incinerator]

not anymore.