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Ever since I lost my identity it feels like I'm larping as someone different everyday, let me explain.
I will usually take on the persona, motives, backstory, mannerisms etc. of a famous person or fictional character. Sometimes people will ask me "why are you speaking with a latino accent when you are caribbean?" Well it's because I feel like Scarface when I'm low inhib and aggressive. There's many other examples of this. When my mom tries to teach me how to cook I will yell and swear at her with a british accent like chef Gordon Ramsay. When I argue with therapists I pretend I am Elliot Rodger or Kanye West. For job interviews I will act like Vladimir Putin. This strategy seems to help me function better in the world and have more success.
I know I'm not the only one who does this because my sister always trying to be like Aaliyah when really I am more like her. So can anyone relate?
I will usually take on the persona, motives, backstory, mannerisms etc. of a famous person or fictional character. Sometimes people will ask me "why are you speaking with a latino accent when you are caribbean?" Well it's because I feel like Scarface when I'm low inhib and aggressive. There's many other examples of this. When my mom tries to teach me how to cook I will yell and swear at her with a british accent like chef Gordon Ramsay. When I argue with therapists I pretend I am Elliot Rodger or Kanye West. For job interviews I will act like Vladimir Putin. This strategy seems to help me function better in the world and have more success.
I know I'm not the only one who does this because my sister always trying to be like Aaliyah when really I am more like her. So can anyone relate?