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Idk, i just feel like being blackpilled has held me back in life. Given up all hope, never trying, etc.
no, being ugly ruined my life.
the blackpill might be harsh truth, but my life already sucked before i found it
The blackpill basically tells you to give, which i dont like at all. If i were to give up, why not just kill myself?I mean after 20 years of living and being unsuccessful in social and romantic pursuits without the blackpill, I don't see how it could be the cause of future failures in that respect. Yeah it can be demotivating and it's an easy excuse to not try, but false illusions of hope are just as dangerous if not moreso. Hence all the betabuxxers who end up killing themselves after divorce-rape because they realize the boomer American Dream of white picket fence and a loving wife is a lie, and they realize they wasted their lives in pursuit of that ideal.
That's why I'm grateful for the blackpill anyways. Life still sucks, but at least im not caught in the constant cycle of trying, failing, and blaming myself over and over again becoming further depressed every cycle. This is why the self-help and redpill communities can be so toxic (teehee) in some instances. You presume "It's all up to me! I can get that gf/car/money if I just hustle and bust my ass the right way," but then if things don't work out, you end up beating yourself up even if there are external factors that are simply outside of your control. But people usually only focus on the other side of that equation
and also this
The blackpill basically tells you to give, which i dont like at all. If i were to give up, why not just kill myself?
Same.no, being ugly ruined my life.
the blackpill might be harsh truth, but my life already sucked before i found it
it was already ruined. the blackpill just uncovered the reasons why.
no, being ugly ruined my life.
the blackpill might be harsh truth, but my life already sucked before i found it
no, being ugly ruined my life.
the blackpill might be harsh truth, but my life already sucked before i found it
Idk, i just feel like being blackpilled has held me back in life. Given up all hope, never trying, etc.