Toxic Femininity Does anyone else feel like a NPC, or is it just me?

[Animecel2D]

Now, to start off with this thread, let me clarify the definition of an NPC: NPC, derived from Non-Player Character in video games, is an Internet meme that represents people who do not think for themselves or do not make their own decisions; it is also known as NPC Wojak.

This definition resonates within my very soul, and aptly describes me to a T. I feel just like an NPC because most of the time my mind is completely void of thought about anything other than the normal routines and functions one would perform throughout their daily life. It honestly feels like I have no control over my actions, and I am merely looking through the lens and scope of an automated human.

I do not perceive myself to be alive, only a walking and barely talking drone that performs the necessary daily tasks to survive. I am completely uninteresting and boring to the point of emptiness. Every thought and every line of dialogue that runs through my mind has merely been adopted by others, since I lack the originality and creativity to form my own thoughts and words.

So, I rely on others for this, but this also hurts me since whenever I recite and plagiarise their dialogue, I am instantly aware of this -- and my intellectual and creative inferiority. I am not myself, but an amalgamation of others' words and ideas. I have no sense of self, nor any sense of belonging, I am truly an alien in every way, shape, and form. Though to be more accurate, I would describe myself as being nothing more than an automaton imitating the experiences and environment around him.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

I kind of feel the same. I have my own thoughts but I just go through the motions every day.

 

[npcel]

Did your account get hacked? I only know 1 sentence answers from you and yes I can relate to you very much. it's even engraved in me

 

[Animecel2D]

I only know 1 sentence answers from you

 

[Deleted member 140]

Someone kidnapped the real @Animecel2D the postmaxxer

 

[Animecel2D]

Someone kidnapped the real @Animecel2D the postmaxxer

 

[Deleted member 27249]

I'm definitely an NPC. Aside from ruining my parents life I've done nothing in this world. I'm a worthless cog

 

[Babica Yaga]

Every thought and every line of dialogue that runs through my mind has merely been adopted by others, since I lack the originality and creativity to form my own thoughts and words.

So, I rely on others for this, but this also hurts me since whenever I recite and plagiarise their dialogue, I am instantly aware of this -- and my intellectual and creative inferiority.

How do you think those people obtained their ideas and dialogues? Again, by "plagiarizing" other people of course. Although I wouldn't phrase it as "plagiarism". I mean if you think about it in that way you could even consider 99% of scientific research to be plagiarized.

 

[Deleted member 21230]

I honestly don't. I spend a lot of time thinking about me and the world around, even if rarely I conclude something.

Maybe you should slow down a bit with the copes and take some time to sit down and stare at the ceiling, that helps me a lot

 

[BummerDrummerOG]

I honestly don't. I spend a lot of time thinking about me and the world around, even if rarely I conclude something.

Maybe you should slow down a bit with the copes and take some time to sit down and stare at the ceiling, that helps me a lot

 

[Deleted member 26923]

I honestly don't. I spend a lot of time thinking about me and the world around, even if rarely I conclude something.

Maybe you should slow down a bit with the copes and take some time to sit down and stare at the ceiling, that helps me a lot

 

[Pengwin]

Someone kidnapped the real @Animecel2D the postmaxxer

 

[Deleted member 26358]

Can’t relate

 

[Animecel2D]

Can’t relate

 

[1m62dtr]

I feel like an NPC in the outside world, I just watch and do nothing, and when something happens I just ignore it. I just go by my day, without doing or saying anything, but once alone, I don’t feel so much NPC anymore

 

[dirtykombatcel]

Chad is the only main character. Its his singleplayer game.

 

[NuclearCel]

Now, to start off with this thread, let me clarify the definition of an NPC: NPC, derived from Non-Player Character in video games, is an Internet meme that represents people who do not think for themselves or do not make their own decisions; it is also known as NPC Wojak.

This definition resonates within my very soul, and aptly describes me to a T. I feel just like an NPC because most of the time my mind is completely void of thought about anything other than the normal routines and functions one would perform throughout their daily life. It honestly feels like I have no control over my actions, and I am merely looking through the lens and scope of an automated human.

I do not perceive myself to be alive, only a walking and barely talking drone that performs the necessary daily tasks to survive. I am completely uninteresting and boring to the point of emptiness. Every thought and every line of dialogue that runs through my mind has merely been adopted by others, since I lack the originality and creativity to form my own thoughts and words.

So, I rely on others for this, but this also hurts me since whenever I recite and plagiarise their dialogue, I am instantly aware of this -- and my intellectual and creative inferiority. I am not myself, but an amalgamation of others' words and ideas. I have no sense of self, nor any sense of belonging, I am truly an alien in every way, shape, and form. Though to be more accurate, I would describe myself as being nothing more than an automaton imitating the experiences and environment around him.

I have seen you copy and plagiarise entire blocks of paragraphs from other users (Alot in OT and The Sewers). I always found it very amusing and strange. I think you have a knack for it, just keep at if it makes you happy. Infact, i would say that this very act makes you, YOU. Thus, you are not an NPC like most sheeple these days.

You are just a diamond in the rough with unfathomable potential. I believe you could start a plagiarism empire where you sell your copypasta skills for money to other people. You could be rich by copying and rewriting essays and thesis papers for highschool and college student. You definately have the talent and the IQ for it. Never let anyone call you a NPC brocel, you are a proud thief who steals other peoples intellectual property. Hope this makes you feel better.

 

[Mecoja]

I feel complete opposite, everyone feel like weird programmed npcs.