
universallyabhorres
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- Jan 30, 2025
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I think my nature is evil and I can't stop wanting to hurt others and desire extreme power for myself and have no real empathy for others or even much for myself. I feel this is who I am and even if I wanted to I could not change myself. I believe that all those with an evil nature will be sent to eternal hell. I can force myself to do good deeds, but my heart isn't it really into it, it's just a way to gain good karma. When it comes to attacking someone or manipulating them or controlling them I feel there is a lot of appeal. One thing I miss when I was better looking was pretending to be nice and making people believe I was a decent person and then manipulating them later. Now, everyone who looks at me thinks I am an asshole after seeing my face, so I am hated and it makes no difference how I act after turning ugly.