It's completely circumstantial when I rot on forums. I used to be able to log on only twice a day and keep it to a half hour minimum, combing through the threads and posting. This went on consistently for a couple of years. But ever since last summer, when I scrolled my oneitus Facebook, only to find out she was in a private relationship with an absolute chad 10 years older than her, I've been spending countless hours navigating through the doom & gloom. Trying to make sense as to why this world is so evil and depressing. I have easily spent 4 or more hours a day interacting with multiple incel forums since the end of August 2024.
Last week, I've easily spent the most time on here compared to any other 7 day time span. I can't believe how fast the week went. In the blink of an eye.
Eventually, I have to go back & spend most of my time working on the shit I love and care for again. But I have thrown a lot of time in the garbage, just because my state of mind isn't the same as it used to be when I was locking in a year ago.
Last week, I've easily spent the most time on here compared to any other 7 day time span. I can't believe how fast the week went. In the blink of an eye.
Eventually, I have to go back & spend most of my time working on the shit I love and care for again. But I have thrown a lot of time in the garbage, just because my state of mind isn't the same as it used to be when I was locking in a year ago.
