Venting does anybody distrust women more than they truly, furiously hate them?

[taboritskypilled]

perhaps this is my own experience, and perhaps it is the very reason as to why i have never had a girlfriend, and why men who are inherently more dominant and straightforward than me do better. i can bring myself to hate, but it is more likely that i instead curl up into a pathetic ball in fear of the world, and in fear of women.

i have spent my entire life watching as other men get the attention of women easily, without effort, while my socially anxious, probable sperg self could never approach them. i know they hate me. i know they think i'm disgusting. being around women in the workplaces or in my classes makes me repulsed at myself. the only time i have ever been close to a woman was when one told me i could speak to her about anything, only to lead me on and send me pics of her fucking a dude 3 years older than either of us in high school.

i can never trust women, and that distrust overpowers my hatred. it is, with 100%, true that there is an inherent evolutionary, biological, and psychological bias towards "alpha" men in their minds, no matter what they do, but that makes me afraid. the reality that i am unlovable terrifies me rather than fuels hate in me. it makes me lie down and give up.

does anyone else feel this way? am i just predisposed to being a loser cuck who doesn't even have the energy to hate?

 

[chudjak]

Didn't read yet, will do after this comment. Nice first poster, but what the FUCK is that tno ass avi? This isn't hoi4!!!

 

[taboritskypilled]

Didn't read yet, will do after this comment. Nice first poster, but what the FUCK is that tno ass avi? This isn't hoi4!!!

just changed it to another one, same faction lol.
The Great Trial awaits, buddy. you WILL serve in omsk and you WILL nuke the entire world

 

[_meh]

Women tend to put up more of a facade than men. Well, they're the ones that use make-up to conceal their flaws.

In social situations, women dominate. Even they dominate other women as well.

 

[taboritskypilled]

Women tend to put up more of a facade than men. Well, they're the ones that use make-up to conceal their flaws.

In social situations, women dominate. Even they dominate other women as well.

would explain my overpowering fear. i tend to be very paranoid, so the knowledge that they are putting up a facade gets to my head. though most of the time women tend to avoid me or look at me like i'm some sort of criminal, so either way i know they hate me.

one day i'll finally go schizo enough to hallucinate a sweet girl who is an even bigger loser than i am.

 

[chudjak]

just changed it to another one, same faction lol.
The Great Trial awaits, buddy. you WILL serve in omsk and you WILL nuke the entire world

Sorry this is unrelated to your post, but have you played the fire rising yet? They have a "similar" path for America that nukes the world.

Anyways to your posts final sentence, yes you are predisposed to who you are. Everyone has a fate and a path, and even if you don't believe so then scientifically most of your traits are chosen at birth and throughout childhood. It isn't your fault that you are who you are, you were created whether you liked it or not, just feel and do whatever you want or whatever you know you are meant to. Don't care if other people shame you for anything and never change for them.

You have a destiny, go will it into existence, assuming you want to

 

[_meh]

would explain my overpowering fear. i tend to be very paranoid, so the knowledge that they are putting up a facade gets to my head. though most of the time women tend to avoid me or look at me like i'm some sort of criminal, so either way i know they hate me.

one day i'll finally go schizo enough to hallucinate a sweet girl who is an even bigger loser than i am.

Anti-social women are still very normie like in their behavior.

 

[taboritskypilled]

Sorry this is unrelated to your post, but have you played the fire rising yet? They have a "similar" path for America that nukes the world.

Anyways to your posts final sentence, yes you are predisposed to who you are. Everyone has a fate and a path, and even if you don't believe so then scientifically most of your traits are chosen at birth and throughout childhood. It isn't your fault that you are who you are, you were created whether you liked it or not, just feel and do whatever you want or whatever you know you are meant to. Don't care if other people shame you for anything and never change for them.

You have a destiny, go will it into existence, assuming you want to

i fucking love the fire rises, though atomwaffen is INCREDIBLY painful to play especially when it comes to the whole suspicion meter and all. i've only plated france and germany so far, and since my combat skills suck i lost to the reformed USSR both times. i'm getting better though. relating to the atomwaffen i hope they add a UN path eventually that is akin to some 1984 ingsoc shit.


i will try accepting that. i always lie down and curl up in the face of shitty odds, that is practically what i'm doing right now. really all i feel destined for or care about is some form of self sacrifice, or the ability to make the life of a large amount of people better in some way. it might sound gay i know, but i don't particularly care about much else.

 

[SubhumanGamer]

I am disgusted more than anything else, then angry, then distrusting.

 

[taboritskypilled]

I am disgusted more than anything else, then angry, then distrusting.

i tend to cycle between self hatred, anger, distrust, then self hatred again. unsure of why i can't externalize my hatred much, nor am i sure if i want to. it confuses me

 

[Ernst22]

I'm not afraid of women but I just can't bring myself to trust them. every single action they do seems fake and rehearsed, especially when they do those fake giggles when talking to strangers. it really reminds me how they literally evolved to psychologically manipulate people

 

[chudjak]

really all i feel destined for or care about is some form of self sacrifice, or the ability to make the life of a large amount of people better in some way. it might sound gay i know, but i don't particularly care about much else.

Fuck other people, they don't give one shit about you and would happily sacrifice you for themselves. In fact, most normies wouldn't lift a finger to save you at no cost to them self, they'll walk right over you. It isn't "gay", you are just still holding on to the idea of humanity, selflessness, community, whatever. It's bullshit we are fed so that we give everything to them and they give nothing to us.

I've said this before, if you put others first and other people are all putting themselves first, then you are last. You are dirt.

Ignore all expectations, reject humanity like they rejected us.
Go earn your paradise, friend

 

[taboritskypilled]

I'm not afraid of women but I just can't bring myself to trust them. every single action they do seems fake and rehearsed, especially when they do those fake giggles when talking to strangers. it really reminds me how they literally evolved to psychologically manipulate people

my mistrust stems from how emotionally manipulative they are. they see vulnerable men and will immediately jump on them for attention. moment another guy comes up who is hotter and gives more attention? she jumps ship. i hate it.

 

[Biowaste Removal]

I used to distrust them, now I just flat-out hate them

 

[taboritskypilled]

Fuck other people, they don't give one shit about you and would happily sacrifice you for themselves. In fact, most normies wouldn't lift a finger to save you at no cost to them self, they'll walk right over you. It isn't "gay", you are just still holding on to the idea of humanity, selflessness, community, whatever. It's bullshit we are fed so that we give everything to them and they give nothing to us.

I've said this before, if you put others first and other people are all putting themselves first, then you are last. You are dirt.

Ignore all expectations, reject humanity like they rejected us.
Go earn your paradise, friend

true. and at the end of the day those ideals are entirely idealist. i can't save the world or convince normies that i'm a good person, self sacrifice wont bring me anywhere if i've been thrown to the side by people over and over.

i will earn my paradise. thank you

 

[taboritskypilled]

I used to distrust them, now I just flat-out hate them

i imagine i will end up the same way, its very likely. can't blame myself for it.

 

[Biowaste Removal]

i imagine i will end up the same way, its very likely. can't blame myself for it.

Once you interact with more foids of all ages, and go to college/uni, and read more about foids manipulating and committing crimes and being degenerates, you'll begin to hate them more and more

 

[Flagellum_Dei]

perhaps this is my own experience, and perhaps it is the very reason as to why i have never had a girlfriend, and why men who are inherently more dominant and straightforward than me do better. i can bring myself to hate, but it is more likely that i instead curl up into a pathetic ball in fear of the world, and in fear of women.

i have spent my entire life watching as other men get the attention of women easily, without effort, while my socially anxious, probable sperg self could never approach them. i know they hate me. i know they think i'm disgusting. being around women in the workplaces or in my classes makes me repulsed at myself. the only time i have ever been close to a woman was when one told me i could speak to her about anything, only to lead me on and send me pics of her fucking a dude 3 years older than either of us in high school.

i can never trust women, and that distrust overpowers my hatred. it is, with 100%, true that there is an inherent evolutionary, biological, and psychological bias towards "alpha" men in their minds, no matter what they do, but that makes me afraid. the reality that i am unlovable terrifies me rather than fuels hate in me. it makes me lie down and give up.

does anyone else feel this way? am i just predisposed to being a loser cuck who doesn't even have the energy to hate?

Blupilled faggot typed this. Foids scum shall be enslaved. Also distrust born hatred, it's natural response to it.

 

[Flagellum_Dei]

Read this: incels.is/threads/you-cant-hate-foids-for-being-hypergamous-its-their-nature.678202/