My mother is so secretive about her past, it makes me so angry. Damn bitch, just like any typical woman with condemnable actions behind her (like Chad on a Saturday). Why the fuck does she get so defensive when I ask about what she was doing before she met my father?
Somethings I remember are that she had rejected a marriage proposal at like age 17 and I remember her and my grandmother used to laugh at the poor sop who got rejected by the piece of work that is my mother. Not even, that man presented a fucking ring of silver to her, and she took it and threw it into a drain by the side of the road, AND laughed about that later. I don't know anything about that man, because my mother will not tell my anything, "stop being so nosy"
fuck u bitch and you ever wonder why I don't trust your ass.
She wont tell me the details of my parents divorce, cuz I know she's in the wrong, spending alimony payments on clubbing and new cars and brutal. My father tells me, but it's so brutal, I can only take it in piecemeal, all at once might send me into depression on my father's behalf.
Fuck this. I'm writing this thread because I rage. Is it just my mother who feels like they are hiding awful decisions they make? After I learned about the fact that guilt is a male emotion and women feel shame more strongly, I have to turn my foot in utmost and impotent rage. Today I feel like eating a bullet.
My father had such a poor upbringing that I can't ask him question about his childhood or youth at risk of upsetting him. Even when I ask him about my parents divorce he gets a little teary. This rate of notes I take is so slow that I myself might be grey before I know the full story. I can't divulge too much but my mother was a cheat and a fraud, and she had taunted my father during the divorce because of how blatantly unfair the laws were. My father nearly roped because of it.
This is barely a unique story. I bet I described somebody else's parents in the description of mine.
@cvh1991
Somethings I remember are that she had rejected a marriage proposal at like age 17 and I remember her and my grandmother used to laugh at the poor sop who got rejected by the piece of work that is my mother. Not even, that man presented a fucking ring of silver to her, and she took it and threw it into a drain by the side of the road, AND laughed about that later. I don't know anything about that man, because my mother will not tell my anything, "stop being so nosy"
fuck u bitch and you ever wonder why I don't trust your ass.She wont tell me the details of my parents divorce, cuz I know she's in the wrong, spending alimony payments on clubbing and new cars and brutal. My father tells me, but it's so brutal, I can only take it in piecemeal, all at once might send me into depression on my father's behalf.
Fuck this. I'm writing this thread because I rage. Is it just my mother who feels like they are hiding awful decisions they make? After I learned about the fact that guilt is a male emotion and women feel shame more strongly, I have to turn my foot in utmost and impotent rage. Today I feel like eating a bullet.
My father had such a poor upbringing that I can't ask him question about his childhood or youth at risk of upsetting him. Even when I ask him about my parents divorce he gets a little teary. This rate of notes I take is so slow that I myself might be grey before I know the full story. I can't divulge too much but my mother was a cheat and a fraud, and she had taunted my father during the divorce because of how blatantly unfair the laws were. My father nearly roped because of it.
This is barely a unique story. I bet I described somebody else's parents in the description of mine.
@cvh1991
