I didn't even discover these kinds of communities until I was about 30 (I'm 32 now).
When I was 15-20 I was just balls deep into video game cope because I couldn't get a GF and invisible to girls, from 20-25 I was balls deep in self-improvement cope thinking that would make a difference, but even then I never thought about being incel or even knew that it was such a big issue with many other guys. I thought i was the only one, early days on the internet nobody talked about being a loser, everyone just claimed to be Chad, it seems like its only in the recent few years that people started talking about how much of a low status incel loser they're, nobody ever did this before, so even on the internet I assumed my situation was extremely odd and rare.
Which makes me think, how the hell do youngcels even have the self-awareness? Maybe my autism is the problem here. I know I had some kind of feelings and thoughts about being unwanted by girls, but I never really understood it, and I just avoided it and cope'd with shit like video games or lifting weights, I never let myself think about it too much, my thoughts would just often end in "WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME???????? WHYYYYYYYYYY" and then I'd forget about it for awhile, then remember again and repeat the process, it just always being a conversation in my own head, never seeing any other guys talk about it, assuming it was just my problem only.
Makes me think, if you're young, and already in these communities, I think you must have some kind of high IQ, because at a young age I couldn't even comprehend this shit, but many of this place is young. Are young guys just more aware now days or is it high IQ? It's odd to me that it took me so long to find these communities (age 30) and yet guys are already balls deep in these communities now at age 15-20.
When I was 15-20 I was just balls deep into video game cope because I couldn't get a GF and invisible to girls, from 20-25 I was balls deep in self-improvement cope thinking that would make a difference, but even then I never thought about being incel or even knew that it was such a big issue with many other guys. I thought i was the only one, early days on the internet nobody talked about being a loser, everyone just claimed to be Chad, it seems like its only in the recent few years that people started talking about how much of a low status incel loser they're, nobody ever did this before, so even on the internet I assumed my situation was extremely odd and rare.
Which makes me think, how the hell do youngcels even have the self-awareness? Maybe my autism is the problem here. I know I had some kind of feelings and thoughts about being unwanted by girls, but I never really understood it, and I just avoided it and cope'd with shit like video games or lifting weights, I never let myself think about it too much, my thoughts would just often end in "WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME???????? WHYYYYYYYYYY" and then I'd forget about it for awhile, then remember again and repeat the process, it just always being a conversation in my own head, never seeing any other guys talk about it, assuming it was just my problem only.
Makes me think, if you're young, and already in these communities, I think you must have some kind of high IQ, because at a young age I couldn't even comprehend this shit, but many of this place is young. Are young guys just more aware now days or is it high IQ? It's odd to me that it took me so long to find these communities (age 30) and yet guys are already balls deep in these communities now at age 15-20.
