ThirdWorldcel
"I'm hideous...I'm an atrocity!"
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I guess my parents did so. I used to be the 'complete package' when I was a kid, great student, great son, was born extroverted but I also used to be a very moral and kind-hearted child; used to be supportive of my friends and family during rough moments, used to give positive vibes during bad moments to everyone who needed a smile on their face.
Probably my peak was when I was 11-13, where people start dating and feeling attracted to each other. I remember girls used to talk to me and smile at me, hell until here I had decent interactions with females.
Later (around 14-15) something on me changed forever, I started to develop these ugly hapa features, similar features that Elliot had (puffy lips, weird-shaped nose, recessed chin, etc) thus females started to treat me as you were like expecting: inhumanly.
Being constantly mocked and insulted by random females, being ignored by former female friends and female relatives, it was hell on earth. I even asked my parents If they could afford plastic surgery for me, they didn't respond and I instead went to a shitty therapist.
Puberty makes you or breaks you.
Probably my peak was when I was 11-13, where people start dating and feeling attracted to each other. I remember girls used to talk to me and smile at me, hell until here I had decent interactions with females.
Later (around 14-15) something on me changed forever, I started to develop these ugly hapa features, similar features that Elliot had (puffy lips, weird-shaped nose, recessed chin, etc) thus females started to treat me as you were like expecting: inhumanly.
Being constantly mocked and insulted by random females, being ignored by former female friends and female relatives, it was hell on earth. I even asked my parents If they could afford plastic surgery for me, they didn't respond and I instead went to a shitty therapist.
Puberty makes you or breaks you.