wizardcel
Lolicon, anti aoc advocate and sexual marxist.
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FACEandLMS posted a thread, a few days ago, which mentioned his reluctance to live a life of anger and resentment. That really made me think. After all these years, is it possible to erase all the bottled up feelings? I really don't know. It might be too late to make peace with the world after you've been on this path for so long. If you hit a punching bag for years, it will eventually rip open. The same goes for people.
A person can take just as much damage without being scarred for life. I think even if foids disappeared, the sadness would still remain. A lot of us might never be whole again -- we can be 80% ok, but 100% is out of reach at this point. I coped hard in 2018, but it doesn't matter how much I try to run from myself; at the end of the day, I will still be me: a collection of failures, disappointments, and regrets. How do you recover? I guess you don't. You just exist as a broken man.
A person can take just as much damage without being scarred for life. I think even if foids disappeared, the sadness would still remain. A lot of us might never be whole again -- we can be 80% ok, but 100% is out of reach at this point. I coped hard in 2018, but it doesn't matter how much I try to run from myself; at the end of the day, I will still be me: a collection of failures, disappointments, and regrets. How do you recover? I guess you don't. You just exist as a broken man.