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I find it hard to see how I can realistically go on after a few more years, if I even make it that far.
I will continue to live for now but I can see myself roping in the future as I grow older and my health declinesI find it hard to see how I can realistically go on after a few more years, if I even make it that far.
I can't kill myself because I'm religious.
I was more suicidal when I was bluepilled and thought I had a chance..it was always when I failed with women and blamed myself that I was at my lowest.
Blackpill has allowed me to give up with foids and therefore get off the cycle of trying and failing and then getting to that dispicable level of self loathing where I would actually act out on suicidal feelings.
There was a time when I 1st accepted how ugly I was that I felt really low. I got on Jew pills(Prozac) for a few months until I got over it. I think trying Jew pills before the final exit is a good idea cause you don't get a 2nd chance and mise well try everything else before taking the final step