Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I'm a skeptical man, so even writing these words makes me cringe.
And yet, sometimes I just can't help but feel like this reality that we live in is not what it seems. I guess this is just the utter boredom and soul-aching despair I feel from my existence, a deep desire for things to be different, which doesn't necessarily make it different.
I don't believe in any religions, and most things that are told to me or that I read I take as attempts at manipulation since I'm a very skeptical, cynical and paranoid man. So I don't know what exactly could be this hidden reality behind the veil. I only have a vague feeling, a sort of longing for a more peaceful and happier place, for a world different than our own.
And yet, sometimes I just can't help but feel like this reality that we live in is not what it seems. I guess this is just the utter boredom and soul-aching despair I feel from my existence, a deep desire for things to be different, which doesn't necessarily make it different.
I don't believe in any religions, and most things that are told to me or that I read I take as attempts at manipulation since I'm a very skeptical, cynical and paranoid man. So I don't know what exactly could be this hidden reality behind the veil. I only have a vague feeling, a sort of longing for a more peaceful and happier place, for a world different than our own.