HotDogCel
12 Gauging > roping
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I do. Why I didn't do it yet ? Usualy I plan to do it, then as the time is near I feel more and more anxiety, I see in my head the image of people dying, the sound they make the movement, I think of the concept of void, what is it not to exist and so on. As I manage to handle the pression I always finaly reach the point where there is some obstaccle to carry out the plan and stopping it procure me in the same time a huge relief and a huge fear. Because I am able to handle day to day life because I know that I will end it all soon. But realizing that ending it is very hard (for me at least) makes me feels imprisoned in my subhuman life which is beyond brutal.
So : Do u plan to do it. And if yes, why are you still here ?
So : Do u plan to do it. And if yes, why are you still here ?