John"
Greycel
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I realized that most of the problems in my life are directly because of my parents. Like it all comes down to bad genes passed on me by them:
Such as:
- I have lanky built despite them being short(i literally have 11 inch long forearms which sucks)
- I have allergies(pollen, genetic)
- I was scared to hurt someone as a kid(cowardice, again genetic)
- My worst day in my life(when i got beaten up in high school by the bullies who were bigger then me is because of them, i was way weaker and skinnier back then, yet they made me go to high school from which i learned nothing)
- They yelled on me and called me with insults when i was little
Those are just some of the things my parents passed on to me with their shitty genes.
But today, at least I get some benefit from them (monetarily, not much $$ but still) and so in a way they atone for their sins(Although the damage is done).
* One ironic thing. My father(although he was drunk when he said that so i don`t know whether he indeed thinks that when sober and aware, but judging by how stupid is he it wouldn`t surprise me) said how i owe him a grandson/grandchild and to pass the genes, despite no universal obligation/law for that, let alone the arrogance to think that i owe something to the man who gave me the shit genes and the number one reason why my life sucks. Thanks God that i don`t like kids and i don`t want to be parent(i am not interested in that) nor to pass the shit genes.
My dad can fuck off.
Such as:
- I have lanky built despite them being short(i literally have 11 inch long forearms which sucks)
- I have allergies(pollen, genetic)
- I was scared to hurt someone as a kid(cowardice, again genetic)
- My worst day in my life(when i got beaten up in high school by the bullies who were bigger then me is because of them, i was way weaker and skinnier back then, yet they made me go to high school from which i learned nothing)
- They yelled on me and called me with insults when i was little
Those are just some of the things my parents passed on to me with their shitty genes.
But today, at least I get some benefit from them (monetarily, not much $$ but still) and so in a way they atone for their sins(Although the damage is done).
* One ironic thing. My father(although he was drunk when he said that so i don`t know whether he indeed thinks that when sober and aware, but judging by how stupid is he it wouldn`t surprise me) said how i owe him a grandson/grandchild and to pass the genes, despite no universal obligation/law for that, let alone the arrogance to think that i owe something to the man who gave me the shit genes and the number one reason why my life sucks. Thanks God that i don`t like kids and i don`t want to be parent(i am not interested in that) nor to pass the shit genes.
My dad can fuck off.
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