I have been LDAR for years, if not more than a decade, in total.
But, because I was a very depressed and anxious person, constantly harassed and ostracized by others, I was afraid of others, not really because I liked it, I was forced to do it. I feel safe and less anxious at home, but on the other side, loneliness drives me crazy.
I have worked and studied at the university in the past. I hated both. I hated studying because everyone had it when I was alone. I hated work because I had to get up early (I'm really disenchanted, I like to get up at the time I want), be punctual and accept the pressure of my colleagues.
Now, my ambition is to become a sociable person and to have a circle of friends, even if I know it's almost impossible for me.