Blackpill Do you know that feeling?

[Doug]

No matter how hard i try


There's a permanent force who is Holding me back


Ive started gymcelling, and after 2 years ive realized that it's impossible for me to build mass or strength, shortly after that i was diagnosed with hypogonadism, which means that my test Levels are unhealthy low while my Estrogen is way to high

Ive tried to get help, but every urologist i know only give me testogel which absolutely useless

Ive tried to looksmaxx via orthodontist work


But every orthodontist in my town only gives braces instead of retainer (braces will fuck up your maxilla even more)


And if this wouldnt be enough, ive also got into Panic attacks this year

I got a cardiophobia since 8 months, im living 24/7 in the fear of getting a heart attack or cardiac arrest


My life is a mess, and the funny Thing is that the harder i try the deeper i fall



I cant go out anymore because of my cardiophobic Panic attacks


Theres a constant force which wants me to rot in my Basement, rather than becoming muscular or athletic or talented in general


I was a relatively good boxer, but now it is impossible for me to box anymore because of my panic attacks and Health Problems, while there are 16 year old Girls in my Boxing gym who already had their first Amateur fight




JFL at anyone who believes the "work hard" meme

 

[Ticcel]

How were your prolactin levels?

 

[Doug]

How were your prolactin levels?

Relatively high

 

[Ticcel]

Relatively high

You might not be absorbing it properly. Maybe try a testosterone cream?

Also, I wouldn’t use it long term. Can fuck up your own endogenous test production even more more.

And go to an endocrinologist. This should be your first priority tbh.

 

[iKillCucks]

Brows the roid forums and find a source for Test and start injecting. That's absolutely disgusting that they won't put you on TRT

Relatively high

Dostinex (cabergoline)

 

[FlyFace]

while there are 16 year old Girls in my Boxing gym who already had their first Amateur fight

I bet they have had their first amateur fuck too.. we could put in a Herculean effort into making our lives better, but the truth is that Incels never win. The only winners in this world at this moment in time are the ones with the Roast Beefs between their legs. The Divorce Raping fiends.. they have no honour and make Marriage look like trash.. in retrospect, that is probably why there has been advertisements about marriage and a subtle suggestion in the advertisement about "she liked to fuck tons of guys when she was younger, so what? It's 2018 broooooo, so what if her fanny flaps sweep dust off the floor : - D".. something to think about.

 

[TheReaper]

if u need to self-improve to get a gf it means that is already over

 

[Deleted member 15737]

Chad is probably somewhere drinking a six pack of beer, eating McDonald’s and watching TV while his Stacy girlfriend admires his six pack abs. Good genetics just come naturally.