Due to emotional problems that I have not dealt with at the time, I have had a very poor academic performance since I entered high school, honestly, I do want to pursue a student career and be involved in normie environments and the experiences of a teenager, but I think I have taken a path that not even a miracle would take me to that destination... Seeing my poor grades, my dad is thinking of withdrawing his financial and emotional support...
If I don't end up doing Rope or Hikkikomoripill I'll end up being cannon fodder for a Cartel, I'm scared, I want to get out of this hole and get good grades while hanging out with friends In the afternoons, having a girlfriend, doing my thesis, being in a clean and cold classroom, talking to professors and cultured people, joining a sports or reading club, going to lectures at the auditorium, Go on school trips, explore campuses with green areas...
If I don't end up doing Rope or Hikkikomoripill I'll end up being cannon fodder for a Cartel, I'm scared, I want to get out of this hole and get good grades while hanging out with friends In the afternoons, having a girlfriend, doing my thesis, being in a clean and cold classroom, talking to professors and cultured people, joining a sports or reading club, going to lectures at the auditorium, Go on school trips, explore campuses with green areas...
