Since then, I only have 1 crush cuz she didn't look shit east asian enough, more of a pale east asian like from big 3 japan, korea, china. She was extremely cute and pretty that i'm afraid to interact with her that my shit east asian genetics will scare her off. Even though she was nice to everyone, i'm still shitless scared. If I had a gf with a look I'm not comfortable with, i'll just prefer to break up instead lol. Maybe this is just autism or narcissism business but idk...
